Yes, I agree. It may seem dark now but further on down the line you'll be happy you kept on plodding on and making progress no matter how slight. I too am in a dark hole, however this site with all it's success stories tells me no matter what the situation there is a way out. Please hang in there ... if you can use this site to chat a little and verbalise what you're thinking and how you got to where you are that might help. In all the years I've struggled with my addiction I've never really had any help, I'm hoping this site can help me to reboot.
Porn is the baddie and not you, unfortunately we can't kill porn off. You however are a precious life who unfortunately has been infected by this addition.