rohit6223
Member
Hey guys..!
Actually this is my first post here... Well i am not gonna say a very long speech about everything in my life..well i have just made me it a mess..! Actually my exams are going on now days..and there recently one exam which i gave..and beleive me it went terrible..when i remember of just 2-3 years back i was so good at everything nd now it is all wrecked.. I feel so sad and unhappy that i can't tell.. ! Wel i am not accusing any one else cause all that happened was just because of me..!
I shouldn't have into porn...should have chosen life..! Well there situations and mistakes we make if we were given the chance we would not repeat it...but after knowing that's this is eating up my life..i make so little effort to change it is the most sad part of it..! I no longer look good, not at all healty , memory issues, no muscles , no strong bones nothing..! Just a addictive mind who is slave to the illusionary world of pornography..!
Times comes when i become very serious and try about it to change evrything and then another moment comes when i just give into it..! Aww this so miserable..!
Just wanted some support.. Would be glad to make new friends..well it feels so great to let your heart out here..!
Actually this is my first post here... Well i am not gonna say a very long speech about everything in my life..well i have just made me it a mess..! Actually my exams are going on now days..and there recently one exam which i gave..and beleive me it went terrible..when i remember of just 2-3 years back i was so good at everything nd now it is all wrecked.. I feel so sad and unhappy that i can't tell.. ! Wel i am not accusing any one else cause all that happened was just because of me..!
I shouldn't have into porn...should have chosen life..! Well there situations and mistakes we make if we were given the chance we would not repeat it...but after knowing that's this is eating up my life..i make so little effort to change it is the most sad part of it..! I no longer look good, not at all healty , memory issues, no muscles , no strong bones nothing..! Just a addictive mind who is slave to the illusionary world of pornography..!
Times comes when i become very serious and try about it to change evrything and then another moment comes when i just give into it..! Aww this so miserable..!
Just wanted some support.. Would be glad to make new friends..well it feels so great to let your heart out here..!