TheNyteOwl
A more detailed look at my triggers would be when I am alone in my room, especially at night, especially when I am HALT. As far as who, that would be alone. If I am up and around or
have a purpose then I do much better. So not moping/wasting time/thinking in a downcast way are critical for me.
Having a purpose - hmmm, as I typed that out I realized that there is some wisdom there. It's when I am not focused, or have let my focus be something other than what is good, that I am in trouble. Letness sadness/lonliness take hold in my heart, thinking too long on sexual things, or being really tired but can't sleep (and therefore the justification that release would help me sleep) are all triggers.
Thanks for the input. It was very helpful. 17 days for you. Keep it up!