Hello everyone!
I have a terrible history with porn, like a lot of people here. Back in February of 2015 I started a reboot after reaching the life-scaring limp penis next to my naked girlfriend. I had been lying to myself all along, making excuses all the time as to why I wasn't hard in a context or another; ''we had sex yesterday'' ''PMO'ed this morning'', ''stressed'' and whatnot.
Anyway, the reboot went great for a few months until I got into a Psub spiral mid summer and since then, it's been hell.
Lying about my increasing porn use and back into some intense stuff (for me at least).
So, here I am, more than a year after my initial reboot, 30 years old, ready to put an end to this madness.
I decided to come back here as I know it helped me a bunch last time, and I falthered when I stopped posting regularly.
I also feel more in control of myself.
I'll also get back to reading and replying to others' journals. Hopefully we can all chase away this bad presence in our lives.
I have a terrible history with porn, like a lot of people here. Back in February of 2015 I started a reboot after reaching the life-scaring limp penis next to my naked girlfriend. I had been lying to myself all along, making excuses all the time as to why I wasn't hard in a context or another; ''we had sex yesterday'' ''PMO'ed this morning'', ''stressed'' and whatnot.
Anyway, the reboot went great for a few months until I got into a Psub spiral mid summer and since then, it's been hell.
Lying about my increasing porn use and back into some intense stuff (for me at least).
So, here I am, more than a year after my initial reboot, 30 years old, ready to put an end to this madness.
I decided to come back here as I know it helped me a bunch last time, and I falthered when I stopped posting regularly.
I also feel more in control of myself.
I'll also get back to reading and replying to others' journals. Hopefully we can all chase away this bad presence in our lives.