Day 30??
I read your post as FANTASTIC! MOST OF THE WORK DONE!
NOT as some great failure. Look, if you had a fantastic meal, witha superb starterdish, a great main and a perfectly matching wine with that, then a dessert that melted in your mouth, but then the waiter told you that they were out of coffee, would you say that the entire meal was shit?
I am 28 days behind you, brother, and I am trying my best to get to where you are now. You rae one of the people I see here as my tutors. Don't be too hard on yourself. Pick yourself up and continue. No need to start over, simply keep on the same path that you laready have been walking on for the past 30 days.