Frightened and Humbled

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Wanttobebetter

Member
Right now I prefer to just be be back and not say much about where I've been for the past couple weeks. It was a dark place. I never believed my addiction had such power.  I need to start sleeping again. Time to come home to Reboot Nation and start again.
 
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TheGuy

Active Member
Awesome, welcome back.  I know how the cycle works and how it feels like sometimes you have to let the river run its course so you can find your way back here.  Keep working on the strategy and self improvement.  Since I've been here I've stopped watching porn massively. 

Still perfecting the art.
 
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Wanttobebetter

Member
A while back I had 42 days. Now I have 1 day and one hour. In between there is a lot of time I don't even remember. I know I'm a few thousand bucks poorer. When you're deep under the spell it's lonely as hell.
 
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Wanttobebetter

Member
You know, for a long time I was a drunk son of a bitch. Managed to climb out of that a long time ago. But this latest porn binge was a black out, just the same. There was a power there and it was cold and cruel and consuming.
Makes me want to cuss, but I'll spare you.
 
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turbodiesel

Member
stick around brother man! No matter how much relief you feel when you return to the habit, it always is an empty and lonely feeling after PMO!
 
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fugu

Moderator
Staff member
Moderator
Wanttobebetter said:
3 days 1 hour. Still here
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Keep rolling! If you look at the success stories (which I use to compulsively do), you'll notice that 90% of all the successful rebooters dealt with relapses. It only made them better. Keep going!
 
Bibbity

Bibbity

Active Member
fugu said:
Wanttobebetter said:
3 days 1 hour. Still here
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Keep rolling! If you look at the success stories (which I use to compulsively do), you'll notice that 90% of all the successful rebooters dealt with relapses. It only made them better. Keep going!
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Exactly!!  In fact nearly ALL successful addicts (of any addiction) have relapses.  Remember it's not a linear journey!!
 
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SO Reboot Partner

Guest
You are missed and valued. Don't stop fighting!

SORP
 
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