jstratham84
Member
Hi all,
I am glad to have found this website and forum. I actually found out about reboot and nofap groups on various sites by accident. I am 32 years old and have been addicted to porn since I was 17. On my first day in college, I waited until my roommate left our dorm room so I can turn on the brand new computer I had just bought and went online to search for porn for the first time. I have been hooked since then.
Today is Monday, April 25th, 2016 and the last time I looked up P or masturbated was on Thursday, April 21st, 2016. So I am already on my 5th day and I get some urges to relapse but I am trying to be strong.
Yesterday I was out with some friends, a group of 11 people, of which 7 were ladies and I already was getting sexually attracted to most of them and kinda thought about sex, masturbation, porn, etc. while we sat and had a picnic outdoors. I got up, left the picnic table, walked around the park for 10 minutes to clear my mind and thankfully did not relapse when I got home. I had a similar moment of almost relapsing today while I watched a movie with my sister and her friend, so I told them that I didn't like the movie and went out to ride my bike for an hour.
My reason for quitting porn and masturbation is PIED. I had 5 serious relationships since I was 17 and after a while all of them got sexually awkward as even as a very young guy, I was having trouble with keeping my boy up. I actually would have a 90% solid erection during foreplay, giving or receiving oral sex but when it was time for intercourse, I would quickly go flaccid. I was in my apartment and watching a TV show when I decided to stop P and M because I got turned on by one of the actresses and immediately got up to go to my bedroom so I can turn on my laptop and watch some porn with fetishes to masturbate. I got disgusted thinking "you had 5 girlfriends and many one night stands who were disappointed in you because you couldn't do it like a normal person and had to fantasize about your partners in some pornographic ritual..."
I just want to enjoy regular sex again.
Anyways, not sure if I will succeed but I will try to keep this updated... Wish me luck.
I am glad to have found this website and forum. I actually found out about reboot and nofap groups on various sites by accident. I am 32 years old and have been addicted to porn since I was 17. On my first day in college, I waited until my roommate left our dorm room so I can turn on the brand new computer I had just bought and went online to search for porn for the first time. I have been hooked since then.
Today is Monday, April 25th, 2016 and the last time I looked up P or masturbated was on Thursday, April 21st, 2016. So I am already on my 5th day and I get some urges to relapse but I am trying to be strong.
Yesterday I was out with some friends, a group of 11 people, of which 7 were ladies and I already was getting sexually attracted to most of them and kinda thought about sex, masturbation, porn, etc. while we sat and had a picnic outdoors. I got up, left the picnic table, walked around the park for 10 minutes to clear my mind and thankfully did not relapse when I got home. I had a similar moment of almost relapsing today while I watched a movie with my sister and her friend, so I told them that I didn't like the movie and went out to ride my bike for an hour.
My reason for quitting porn and masturbation is PIED. I had 5 serious relationships since I was 17 and after a while all of them got sexually awkward as even as a very young guy, I was having trouble with keeping my boy up. I actually would have a 90% solid erection during foreplay, giving or receiving oral sex but when it was time for intercourse, I would quickly go flaccid. I was in my apartment and watching a TV show when I decided to stop P and M because I got turned on by one of the actresses and immediately got up to go to my bedroom so I can turn on my laptop and watch some porn with fetishes to masturbate. I got disgusted thinking "you had 5 girlfriends and many one night stands who were disappointed in you because you couldn't do it like a normal person and had to fantasize about your partners in some pornographic ritual..."
I just want to enjoy regular sex again.
Anyways, not sure if I will succeed but I will try to keep this updated... Wish me luck.