your story and mine are exactly same. you are great man, you are on no PMO for 7 months its great achievement. my max streak was 45 days. i did so many relapses, i had so many wet dreams. i lost all my hopes. this addiction is very hard to break for me. i am feeling now as why even i born. with out manliness why should i live. so many negative thoughts haunting me. now im 30 yo my family and forcing me to get marry. But i will not. How could i spoil a girl's life for my sins.