Thanks, Blue. The fact that I am not on the Nation much is a good sign anyway. I think i've progressed to the point of not needing the daily check in. At the beginning of my restart, I really benefitted from the accountability the daily updates required. Now I feel the training wheels are off, I am free to be more independent. I've not done any backsliding, not feeling like there's an active addiction right now. Honestly feel pretty good. And in a way the Nation reminds me of a darker time, of no self-control, of lots of self-hatred. So I'll be coming here less, maybe lurking more, posting to support others when I can.
Workouts have been going great: very challenging, but I am super disciplined and a bit proud of myself. ;D I don't mention my workout regimen to anyone i work with, but here I have mentioned it, so thought I repeat how helpful it is to commit yrself to something hard which requires a lot of discipline. In the middle of an intense 6 week regimen, then 1 week off, then up a notch further in intensity.
Work is also good. No longer distracted by sites that make it near impossible to get anything done. Have a second chance at a job promotion, where the first chance was sabotaged by P. I resolved with my restart that I would not let that happen again. So I am working on that proposal, though I often have doubts that they would never pick ME of all people....It's due in 8 weeks. I hope to finish it early.
Hope y'all are hanging in there. There is healing, you know....
Pax
Scott