I've been rebooting since December, and all its done for me is lower my self-confidence and take away my time and money.
The more I commit to rebooting, the more I feel defined by my ED. I've grown reluctant to date because of it, and I've lost countless hours and money interacting on forums and seeing therapists and ED experts. I've been at this for 9 months now, and I've seen zero improvement in my erectile health when it gets down to sex with a real partner.
I'm lost and disenchanted now more than ever. I'm starting to think that this reboot is not the real answer for me. Maybe my ED is from weed. Maybe it's about something much deeper than abstaining from dopamine rushes. I'm just hopeless now. All I want is a fulfilling sex life, and it's starting to seem like I'll never get that from this reboot.