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JackTheNewOne

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Hey there. :)

Start: june 7, 2016

Goal: 1 orgasm each 20 days. No porn.


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Fails:
> November 18, 2016: looking at porn and fetish pics like a hypnotized zombie


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Record time without ejaculation: 18 days


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JackTheNewOne

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It's been 5 days now.
Since it's my first try I think I'm going fine, no big problems. Though I'm having boners and some erotic images come to my mind at morning, while still on the bed. But I can change my thoughts to something else with no problems.
A lot of work and things to think about are keeping me distracted.
 
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JackTheNewOne

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It's been more than a week.
Had a really vivid sex dream last night. The touching sensation was just like the real thing.
Had some boners during the day too, and all mornings are like hard as rock. The erections are stronger than what I've been considering "normal" during my period of addiction to PMO.
Though sometimes my hand "slide" to below my pants, I'm trying to keep focused and busy with other things.  ;D
 
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JackTheNewOne

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Masturbated two days ago. Felt a little bad just after that but life goes on. 18 days is a great achievment for me, I was used to do it 2 or 3 times a day.
Anyway, I keep away from porn and those weird fetishes I developed with it. Though they still come to my mind sometimes.
 
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JackTheNewOne

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It's been a while since my last report.
I'm getting boners more easily. Actually most of my hard-as-rock boners comes in "innocent moments" like when I'm changing my clothings, or when I think about kissing a girl I'm texting. When I think about getting a boner they come less strong, and I can't keep them for too long. It's weird but our mind is the weirdest thing I've ever known so anyway...
About porn I'm clean since my start point. I ocasionally see some sexy stuff but unintentionally.
 
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JackTheNewOne

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Roberto1069 said:
Sounds good, never experienced flatline so far?
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Hmm... I have some good and some bad days... I don't know why but I don't feel this urge for pornography, I'm very busy with my job and some inner work I'm doing, maybe that's the reason. The only problem is with masturbation, I have some strong morning woods and it's really cold here, so it's hard to just get up from bed, so I stay in bed for a while and my hand goes like "unintentionally" starts touching my penis...

Well sometimes I feel like an irrational sadness or anxiety, but I know I have things to do so I don't pay much attention to them.
 
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Roberto1069

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JackTheNewOne said:
Roberto1069 said:
Sounds good, never experienced flatline so far?
Click to expand...
Hmm... I have some good and some bad days... I don't know why but I don't feel this urge for pornography, I'm very busy with my job and some inner work I'm doing, maybe that's the reason. The only problem is with masturbation, I have some strong morning woods and it's really cold here, so it's hard to just get up from bed, so I stay in bed for a while and my hand goes like "unintentionally" starts touching my penis...

Well sometimes I feel like an irrational sadness or anxiety, but I know I have things to do so I don't pay much attention to them.
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Any problems before the reboot?
 
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JackTheNewOne

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Roberto1069 said:
JackTheNewOne said:
Roberto1069 said:
Sounds good, never experienced flatline so far?
Click to expand...
Hmm... I have some good and some bad days... I don't know why but I don't feel this urge for pornography, I'm very busy with my job and some inner work I'm doing, maybe that's the reason. The only problem is with masturbation, I have some strong morning woods and it's really cold here, so it's hard to just get up from bed, so I stay in bed for a while and my hand goes like "unintentionally" starts touching my penis...

Well sometimes I feel like an irrational sadness or anxiety, but I know I have things to do so I don't pay much attention to them.
Click to expand...

Any problems before the reboot?
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PIED.
Not a severe PIED I think, because sometimes I could have erection without pornography, but other times I simply couldn't.

Also a subtle but chronic depression. Always feeling sad or numb... That's why I'm doing some inner work too, instead of just quitting porn.
 
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JackTheNewOne

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First PMO after around 50 days... no feelings about it. I'll just try harder to not do that again.

I'm also masturbating a lot, without porn. I'm worried because I'm ejaculating much faster than when I used to do it daily.
 
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JackTheNewOne

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Getting erection much easier now. I've been ejaculating each 10 days or so, without pornography.
I'm doing penis exercises wich are helping me in some ways, I feel my penis healthier, not that lifeless d1ck I was used to see everyday.
 
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JackTheNewOne

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Today I was "caught" by P-subs. Sexy images of  nude girls.
I had an erection looking at them and I feel kinda bad for it now.

Also I've been trying edging to last longer in bed but sometimes I fail and ejaculate. My goal is 20 days without ejaculation, and I hope to never keep staring at pics of nude girls again...
 
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JackTheNewOne

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I think I'm going through a flatline.
Low libido, depressive mood. My motivation for workout is almost gone.

One day I'm feeling great, the next day I'm feeling like sh#t.
 
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JackTheNewOne

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Had an orgasm after 17 days and now I'm feeling hornier than ever. My sex drive is so insane that I can't hold to look at girls ass and tits when walking on the street, and I get erections very easily.
Before this orgasm my libido was very low...
 
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JackTheNewOne

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Slipped back to some old habits of looking at weird fetishes pictures... damn I have to be stronger than it. The heart races and it's very hard to "detach" the eyes from what's on the screen.

My ED is appearently cured, but I haven't tested with a real women. Most times touching the penis enough to get it hard. With phantasies... sometimes it works and other times not. Sexting makes it get hard instantly.
 
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JackTheNewOne

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PMO'd... damn it!

My addiction to transexual porn has hit back, I spent around 30 minutes looking at transexual porn, I didn't masturbate at the time. But the images continued coming back in my mind so I had a very strong urge to masturbate, and so I did... like a puppet this damn addiction controled me with it's strings. I'm standing up again, I'll not give up. Just deleted and blocked any sort of transexual material, it's something that will never come back to my life.
 
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JackTheNewOne

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I'm in some online communities and sometimes they post images of nude girls... it's being hard no to look at them.
Anyway today I almost got an erection looking to a girl's ass in the train, that's a good signal.
 
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JackTheNewOne

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I was having great and easier erections but out of nothing I find myself having difficulties with it again. Maybe caused by the sexy images I've seen recently?
 
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