49 Years Old and completely and unequivocally addicted to PMO since in my early 20s. Been PMOing since early teens....AOL started the addiction for me when the internet was in its beginning stages for the general public. I have lost a marriage, a job and thousands of dollars to my addiction. Not to mention the joys and pleasures of life the way it was intended to be that the addiction has stolen from me......all due to PMO.
My health has suffered greatly! I edged for 12 straight hours back in February causing blot clots that nearly killed me. (Bi Lateral Pulmonary Emboli) Lost countless hours of sleep which he body needs for good health. I have neck issues from compressing my spinal cord to "get the right angle and position of my body" to press and maximize blood flow into my penis.
I have had PIED for at least 5 years. My current wife and I have not made love in 4 years. I am ripping her off from having what she deserves.....I cover it up as health related.....but I know better. It is PIED.
I must change. I must stop. So here I am.....I am an addict. I have the classic signs of being addicted. I right this moment am in a hotel room instead of at work where I should be. I could lose this job if I do not get on the road to recovery. I was having major palpitations and anxiety from going 2 weeks without a PMO session. I relented. I need control over this.....
I wonder is the palpitations and general not feeling well all apart of my addiction. Dr visit showed all is well. Must be due to what damage I have done. I want to reverse it.....I want to feel complete and whole again. I want to make love to my wife. I want to leave this behind......
Thanks for reading...and any advice you may hae. This site is awesome and I feel like a real hope for me. Thank you!
My health has suffered greatly! I edged for 12 straight hours back in February causing blot clots that nearly killed me. (Bi Lateral Pulmonary Emboli) Lost countless hours of sleep which he body needs for good health. I have neck issues from compressing my spinal cord to "get the right angle and position of my body" to press and maximize blood flow into my penis.
I have had PIED for at least 5 years. My current wife and I have not made love in 4 years. I am ripping her off from having what she deserves.....I cover it up as health related.....but I know better. It is PIED.
I must change. I must stop. So here I am.....I am an addict. I have the classic signs of being addicted. I right this moment am in a hotel room instead of at work where I should be. I could lose this job if I do not get on the road to recovery. I was having major palpitations and anxiety from going 2 weeks without a PMO session. I relented. I need control over this.....
I wonder is the palpitations and general not feeling well all apart of my addiction. Dr visit showed all is well. Must be due to what damage I have done. I want to reverse it.....I want to feel complete and whole again. I want to make love to my wife. I want to leave this behind......
Thanks for reading...and any advice you may hae. This site is awesome and I feel like a real hope for me. Thank you!