I just had 24 hours clean of porn. Today i woke up and didnt think about it or had the urge to look ag it. This website has helped me out alot. Am not saying that everyday will be the same but am off to a good start. This journal i know will help me and i know some of you guys will too.
I have a question though. If am making love to my girlfriend and close my eyes and think of porn scenes, its that consider as watching porn? Well i thought about it and yesterday i didnt think of anything else but my girlfriend while making love to her because i really want my brain to reboot.
I use to be a fun energetic sociable guy. I use to be the center of attention , the life of the party and a leader. But all that has changed seens ive been watching porn. Am not as social, i dont like to be around people, am always nervous of almost anything that could go wrong, it even turned me into a punk, a bitch that its scare to face some one. Well am busy right now i cant keep writing but i know this helped me by taking all this out of my chest. I will read some people journal to get more encourage. Thanks.
I have a question though. If am making love to my girlfriend and close my eyes and think of porn scenes, its that consider as watching porn? Well i thought about it and yesterday i didnt think of anything else but my girlfriend while making love to her because i really want my brain to reboot.
I use to be a fun energetic sociable guy. I use to be the center of attention , the life of the party and a leader. But all that has changed seens ive been watching porn. Am not as social, i dont like to be around people, am always nervous of almost anything that could go wrong, it even turned me into a punk, a bitch that its scare to face some one. Well am busy right now i cant keep writing but i know this helped me by taking all this out of my chest. I will read some people journal to get more encourage. Thanks.