98 days pmo free... 1 year porn free... 1 year of on and off reboots
I'm starting to think that I'm better off accepting the fact that I have erection problems. The day I accept that fact I can start living with it. Get a girlfriend who is satisfied with oralsex and hand jobs. Masturbating without porn as much as I want. (More porn seems stupid cause I know this can get worse). Not having to think about if my dick is going to work, instead I know my problems and can embrace them. Perhaps become the worlds best pussy licker.
I had a girlfriend 3 months back who accepted my problems and we had a four month nice relationship. Giving each other hand jobs instead of sex. I was happy. But I decided that it wasn't enough. So then I decided I had to dump her and do a SERIOUS reboot. Now I have done almost 100 days and I'm asking myself how many days I should go? Will this ever get better, and if it does get better does it really go back to a normal state or can I relapse to porn for a month and have to do another 200 days reboot?
I'm getting depressed for not knowing facts. I don't know how many days I have to go pmo free. I don't know when I'm cured. I don't know if I'm ever going back to normal.
What if I start masturbating again, will this undo my progress or just slow it down?
Is it better to be at day 150, having masturbated 10 times to orgasm or beeing at day 100 with masturbation. No porn in either scenario.
But will I get happier if I start masturbating again? I have no clues.
Any input is appreciated!
Thanks guys
I'm starting to think that I'm better off accepting the fact that I have erection problems. The day I accept that fact I can start living with it. Get a girlfriend who is satisfied with oralsex and hand jobs. Masturbating without porn as much as I want. (More porn seems stupid cause I know this can get worse). Not having to think about if my dick is going to work, instead I know my problems and can embrace them. Perhaps become the worlds best pussy licker.
I had a girlfriend 3 months back who accepted my problems and we had a four month nice relationship. Giving each other hand jobs instead of sex. I was happy. But I decided that it wasn't enough. So then I decided I had to dump her and do a SERIOUS reboot. Now I have done almost 100 days and I'm asking myself how many days I should go? Will this ever get better, and if it does get better does it really go back to a normal state or can I relapse to porn for a month and have to do another 200 days reboot?
I'm getting depressed for not knowing facts. I don't know how many days I have to go pmo free. I don't know when I'm cured. I don't know if I'm ever going back to normal.
What if I start masturbating again, will this undo my progress or just slow it down?
Is it better to be at day 150, having masturbated 10 times to orgasm or beeing at day 100 with masturbation. No porn in either scenario.
But will I get happier if I start masturbating again? I have no clues.
Any input is appreciated!
Thanks guys