CaptBadger
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Hello! Alright so I will start by saying I am a 23 year old guy. I am not sure if I have PIED, or if it's psychological ED, or what it is, but I have now been around 7 months on a "flatline", though the first 3 were the worst as I got no erections at all, now they come and go, mostly in the form of really weak ones and awful orgasms.
My story begins in NYE, when I was completely drunk and had just broken up my with my long-term ex-girlfriend in December, a girl was flirting at me and so I decided to go with it. We got to the bedroom and at first with oral everything was working great, so I came once from it and afterwards I was ready to move to the next step and boom, total whiskey dick. She didn't really mind and fell asleep; I, on the other hand, totally minded, and spent all morning just poking it around and feeling it completely oblivious to anything, and then on the next morning I got an erection but came in like 10 seconds and for the first time felt a flatine, like my penis had just completely given up, it hurt and was completely shrivelled. Since then I have had sex with her again once and with another girl, both with viagra, and both successful (probably partly due to the viagra).
Where does the porn come in? Well, actually a couple of days after that incident my penis was working awesomely again, until one day masturbating it just didn't come up, and from there it has just been a constant struggle. I went for 3 months with nearly no libido (though I still watched porn), then it came back, sometimes I get hard but sometimes not at all (this is how I ruled out anything organic), and now at 7 months I do know my libido is greatly reduced, my ego is busted and so are my erections; whenever I even get kind of erected I just know it will get busted and so I barely even touch it before it goes away. I have never during this time period tried to leave porn, but I don't get erections with or without it... An important point though is for example, on friday I had sex (with viagra) and my penis from monday to wednesday worked fine and I could MPO all three days, but then on thursday it got busted again...
I don't even know if it might be PIED now, or whatever it is, I just know that my life has been awful this 2016 because of this, completely brutal blow to my self-esteem and sexual life. I guess it's worth the shot in case this fixes my issue but the horrible part is not knowing if this is it or not and if it is all worthless in the end...
Any opinions, support or feedback please?
My story begins in NYE, when I was completely drunk and had just broken up my with my long-term ex-girlfriend in December, a girl was flirting at me and so I decided to go with it. We got to the bedroom and at first with oral everything was working great, so I came once from it and afterwards I was ready to move to the next step and boom, total whiskey dick. She didn't really mind and fell asleep; I, on the other hand, totally minded, and spent all morning just poking it around and feeling it completely oblivious to anything, and then on the next morning I got an erection but came in like 10 seconds and for the first time felt a flatine, like my penis had just completely given up, it hurt and was completely shrivelled. Since then I have had sex with her again once and with another girl, both with viagra, and both successful (probably partly due to the viagra).
Where does the porn come in? Well, actually a couple of days after that incident my penis was working awesomely again, until one day masturbating it just didn't come up, and from there it has just been a constant struggle. I went for 3 months with nearly no libido (though I still watched porn), then it came back, sometimes I get hard but sometimes not at all (this is how I ruled out anything organic), and now at 7 months I do know my libido is greatly reduced, my ego is busted and so are my erections; whenever I even get kind of erected I just know it will get busted and so I barely even touch it before it goes away. I have never during this time period tried to leave porn, but I don't get erections with or without it... An important point though is for example, on friday I had sex (with viagra) and my penis from monday to wednesday worked fine and I could MPO all three days, but then on thursday it got busted again...
I don't even know if it might be PIED now, or whatever it is, I just know that my life has been awful this 2016 because of this, completely brutal blow to my self-esteem and sexual life. I guess it's worth the shot in case this fixes my issue but the horrible part is not knowing if this is it or not and if it is all worthless in the end...
Any opinions, support or feedback please?