Recent content by TheRaucousHippo

I'll say this to you man. The time that I was most clean was probably between 13 and 15 years old. I think back to that time every single day and wonder what my younger self knew that I had somehow forgotten or f***** up now. Just because you're young and you don't have experience doesn't mean...

Thanks. That's the kind of advice I really need. I struggle alot with knowing what to do regarding my partner in this situation. My mind literally is blank. I'm trying to do some reading to help me understand. The fact that she didn't kick me out 5 days ago is a miracle. We will see what...

Hair, I know of some trauma in my past. Related to this and related to things that were outside of my control (not that I had much control as a child over my P exposure). I am going for a full abstinence 90 days. I have a personal therapist and a couples therapist (although I am not sure how...

Here is my journal. It is short. I did not take this community as seriously as I should have then. Man, my life would be different. I am 26 now. I have struggled with a ton of stress and guilt through 5 years of a relationship with this in the background. and with a woman that I would like to...

Thanks for the support. Tired out from work today but I will. If you don't mind me asking, how old are you? Do you have a journal thread I can look at?

Hey man, I am looking for.communiry too and an accountibility partner. I'm on the verge of losing my relationship with the love of my life. My bio is short, just the post from 5 years ago when she first found out I was an addict and then the one from today. Thought I could do it on my own. Dead...

3/22/2022 Guys I failed. I relapsed last April. I've been lying to her about it. She found out. We are now separated. We are under the same roof but she made it clear that we are not together romantically. It was her first instinct to breakup with me immediately but that hasn't happened yet...

Hey, I saw your post on the AP page. I have recently relapsed and screwed up a relationship with someone very important to me. It has been a very hard time. I am also 26 and have struggled with porn addiction for about 13 years. i never had support. Let me know if you are interested. I think...

Hey guys, Today, October 16,2017, is the first day that I have ever opened this site or posted in a porn addiction support forum. i am a 21 year old college student studying political science, international studies and spanish. I come from a caring, supportive, family. Both my parents were...