Recent content by innocence1

Day 1. Today was okay. I had one anxiety crisis followed by some cravings in the afternoon, but I was able to handle it. I also had difficulties in maintaining attention at my studies due to lack of motivation. I am still recovering from the immediate damages of yesterday's relapse.

Bad news... Relapse on day 31. Today a full relapsed happened - the three aspects of P M O took place around midday today. What makes it worse is that I hadn't watched explicit porn for around 200 days by the time I relapsed. Emotions of desolation and despair hit me right after the relapse, in...

Congrats Blondie! This is really inspiring! I wish you a great new life with awesome adventures, now free to go for the big games!

Day 19. Today was okay. I enabled myself to take it easy on work, since I had a wet dream and my mind was considerably clouded. A slow thinking state mixed with low energy are sometimes the results of PMO addiction and it is totally normal to feel it some days while rebooting. I guess this wet...

Quick entry, day 17. These last days were fine. My first wave of instability due to PMO addiction seems to be passing now, although I can feel some occasional cravings. I am quite tired and I should rest now.

Today was day 12. I did not have a good night. I had intense dreams about girls and about how I miss having a girlfriend. During the day, emotions were really dense, and I could feel the anxiety rise in the afternoon. Although I didn't use PMO (didn't even think about it), I think I could had...

Cheers blondie, I wish the best for you too! Just be careful where you point that gun cowboy, I heard you have the fastest trigger of the west

Day 10 It has been a few days since I made my last entry. The dense nights continued all these days, mainly during the weekend, when I had nightmares and really dense emotions to deal with. However, it seems the nights are beginning to become more tranquil, although this last one I had a wet...

Day 6 Today was better. Although I had bad dreams, the day was less charged with negative emotions. I will do some exercises now and watch the LOTR series afterwards.

Day 5. Today was okay. I had some intense dreams, which I dont remember, but I woke up with a dense feeling of lonliness. However, after meditating and taking my bath, my mood changed for the better. During the day I could not concentrate properly, probably due to these dense feeling. Overall...

Thank you dmdsdmt! Lets do it together! Today was day 4. I have worked less because today is a holiday, and I went to a barbecue with some friends, it is always good to make connections. I can feel the cravings are starting to knock at my door, although they still a bit far away. Probably the...

Day 3 Today I worked hard (8 hours of solid work) since I did not feel any cravings. It was a productive day. Additionally, I scheduled a trekking with my friends and a girl I am interested on. Hopefully it will work out with her, but if it doesn't, it is allright as well.

Hello everyone, I am a 28 years old rebooter that has struggled with PMO addiction for a while. I succesfully de-escalated my PMO use when I abandonned any contact with explicit porn - I haven't watched any explicit porn for about 6 months and I seem to have lost any craving for it. Although...