Recent content by Xavier

Unfortunately I fell short of the 90 day target. Over the past two week period I have PMO'd 4 times. Considering my old self was PMOing regularly most days to more and more pornography this is a huge improvement, but I am still a little disappointed I came so close to the three month target and...

Is this a standard withdrawal? Two months in and I am so out-of-touch emotionally and mentally I'm not even functioning properly any more. Sometimes I feel I have to force a smile or laugh when people are talking to me, I'm not feeling relationship connections and love I used to feel for people...

Is this a common sign of addiction? Is the addict in me torturing me? Let me explain. I am 51 days into a reboot as of now. Before I started rebooting, I was watching pornography and masturbating more or less every day. My tastes were escalating quite alarmingly; sometimes I was wondering if I...

I really wasn't prepared for the mental and emotional pain this reboot places you under. This is, by far, the worst thing to contend with during this experience. Recently I've been going through some pretty dark stuff. I can cope with the physical side effects; the increased urges to masturbate...

As I write this, I haven't PMO'd for 33 days. So over a third of the way towards the 90 days everyone deems in such high regard. I'd like to explain some of the problems I'm having and hopefully learn to see the light at the end of the tunnel. I decided to start on nofap because, at 21 years of...