I'm starting a new journal. Although I'm still trying to break the P addiction I feel that I am much different now than when I first came here and started my previous journal. I have learned much more about myself and the addiction and my whole attitude and outlook has changed because of it.
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Not sure why the thought of this journal is making me so nervous.
I'm on day 8 of my reboot and am very glad to have found this site and YBOP. I'm tired of living the lie and living in fear of what would happen if my wife found out. I want to be able to look at myself and like what I see.
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