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    Day 14: since last week I haven’t had a class as often due to allowing us to work on an assignment on our own, but it’s just giving me an excuse to laze about in my bedroom until the one other class I do have on the same day would start. I’ve found an issue with my learning, but it’s difficult...
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    Day 13: my sleep schedule isn’t improving but at least I’m being consistent. Commuting to my classes in this new dorm location is a lot longer now, so I’m a lot more exhausted at the end of the day. I guess that helps since I would be too tired to even try to relieve myself.
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    Day 12: went through today without issue, though I’m still getting adjusted to my new room. I haven’t been doing as well in my classes as I would have liked but I can’t change the grades of my previous assignments, only the ones later in the week.
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    Day 9-11: I’m not a fan of doing entries in bursts like these, but other things have been getting in the way, such as the flu and moving to a different dorm room. I have a lot more space now, but from recent interactions with my new room mates Im not confident that we’re going to get along well...
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    Day 7 and 8: I lost again. To elaborate on what happened yesterday, Two online friends of mine have essentially been cancelled, for reasons I don’t want to get into. I was upset and said harsh words, so I had made matters worse?and…before I came to this website reliving myself was a form of...
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    Day 6. Didn’t have a good day and still upset about it even after talking with friends. Not in the mood for writing besides that and to check in.
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    Day 5: I had stayed up too late the night before, and had ended up missing the eclipse. Little bit upset, but I’ve seen it before and I’ll see it again on 2025. I uh, had a very strange dream that’s probably due to me wanting to reboot, and it’s only increasing my desire to be better. A couple...
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    Got caught up with other things and forgot to write them individually, but here are days 3 and 4: 3: I had an urge in the morning, but I diverted my attention elsewhere by playing with my cat. I started watching an anime, Made in Abyss, to keep my mind off of potential triggers, and so far I’ve...
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    Hello, I’m new here and looking around I saw one of the first things was to make a journal, which also operates as a introduction, I suppose. Online I go by Sovokh, or Sov, and despite the foreign username I’m very much American, haha. I love to read and play video games, mainly Destiny 2, and...
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