Recent content by Ocarinustino

Today I had to find my artwork which I remembered I saved in my old folder with porn gifs that I forgot to delete. God fucking damn it! I had to scroll through those gifs in order to find my artwork pictures. I scrolled as fast as I could but I caught a glimpse of few of them gifs. I suddenly...

I was scrolling through forum about stories from hiking and camping and while I was reading through ordinary posts one of the posters on thread made sexual post where he narrated how he had sex with girlfriend in forest during hike and as I finished reading that post I realized I was a bit...

I accidentally came across a pic of my favorite fetish and I looked at it for like 3 seconds,realized I am doing bad for reboot and closed it. Did I relapse or is everything ok?

Went to doctor,told him situation and he recommended me to use shea butter by Obey brand. He says those nutrients are good. Would like to ask if those who used shea butter did it help them?

Havent changed the counter for long time but now Im 19 days in. Honestly I feel pretty good for the most part. No much need for porn,working through it somehow. I get pretty hard morning woods I dont complain about it either. But god damn it,I realized now how much my dick got desensitized by...

I have new neighbors. They are very sexually active. They are having sex very often. She moans very loud. Also when the guy reaches climax he is also extremely loud. This is triggering me a lot in many ways. It causes emotional unbalance because it reminds me of my EX to whom I still have...

I see MANY and I mean MANY rebooters becoming interested and turned on by tranny and gay porn from porn addiction. But I would like to ask,did anyone start feeling very asexual from all the porn consumption? Like does the idea of any sexual acts,naked bodies,intimacy etc. make you sick,very...

So here is compilation of things I noticed PMO addiction caused for me. I became heavy user (jerking 5 times a day to seriously hardcore stuff) for 4 years since I was in late 18. Im going to compare myself when I was early 17(not PMO addict with real sex life) and now when Im 22 and seriously...

Losing friends Becoming asocial Becoming repulsed or afraid of interacting with people Not interested in real women Stressed Tired No inspiration Stamina went to shit gained 10 pounds Became heavier smoker Stopped going to college. Stopped having any nights out 2 months ago. 3 years without any...

Thanks to people which answered my ask on previous post. Nice to have company. Now if anyone has suicidal thoughts or waves of serious depression,be free to jump in my inbox. We share the same pain of reboot and since in following days I will be often on forum you can have someone to talk to...

If you are,add me on buddy list so we can private chat about all kinds of stuff and kill time during reboots. 

I was at urologist. Told him by the way that Im doing this reboot. I told him my whole story,how I ignored real life women and now can only get hard masturbating watching porn and how Ive been 32 days off porn and masturbating. He told me he thinks this is definitely great progress for my mental...

Here I am 5 weeks of no porn and jerking. My penis and phsycial shape started improving quite well. On the other side,it seems mentally I havent done any noteworthy progress. I still get almost non existent excitement from real life women and interactions with them. Guess dopamine rebalancing is...

After 31 days I feel like my whole penis is getting quite sensitive again. Top of gland skin just touching my boxers feels nice and very sensitive. All my other parts are becoming sensitive also. I remember I used not to feel a single touch on my penis,no matter where I touched,it was super...

So 31st day of 5th reboot. Until now during this reboot I literally started feeling better day by day,getting positivity. And now all of a fucking sudden I get overflown with immense depression and bad thoughts of the past. None of them are connected to porn. They are connected to moments of my...