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    Disgusting things seen and traumatic porn

    Id like for us to share here some of the shocks we have had and what has disgusted us and made us feel horrible about seeing it as we escalated into porn. Specifically porn we never watched but just seen around. I have ocd fears about some of this stuff. Specifically femdom where they talk about...
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    ACTING OUT EXPERIENCE

    Hi. Who has had many acting out experiences? I have a what I think is a delusional thought that says that before I can quit I should experience my fantasies with escorts and dominatrixes. And find a kink girlfriend to try femdom and slave girl kind of fantasies.  Who has done that and not found...
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    Im just gonna lay it all out -femdom porn

    I was doing good no fapping for 10+ days then I relapsed and the binge has been going for 3 days all of my free time or so. I was commited and able to see how I want to quit all of porn and how it all works but now I just have these fantasies of acting out on femdom stuff and maybe finding a gf...
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    Why does it feel so good and correct?

    Why does watching certain fantasies feel so good and right when we are doing it? And also feels like I shouldnt even be giving it up . Only after I come do I realize I dont want any of it. How do I let go of this obsession and feeling like its a good thing and I need to have a hole where this...
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    ASMR during soft reboot?

    When doing soft reboot and masturbation I have read masturbation to sensation is ok but I was thinking is it ok to masturbate to things like ASMR girl reading positive affirmations since ,for me, its very different then porn and I imagine having intimate sex in a healthy way that way while in my...
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    Starting recovery journal Now

    Hey.Im Ivan. Im 32 and Ive been using porn for 20-ish years. With high speed internet it caused all kinds of problems ,including really bad ocd increase so Ive been disfunctional in life and sex for 10 years . But its been getting better and now Im ready to be done with it 100%. Having some...
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    Does fantasy in porn hijack us?

    Hi.I succumbed to urge and binged yesterday . While abstaining I was 100% refusing all fantasy but as soon as I watched it started to throw me ideas of how Ill be meeting these women for x fantasy. I mean, if Im not watching I want none of it except having cravings and some confusions but as...
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