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  1. jacob2010

    Excuses and reboot again

    So.. I'm finally admitting that I've relapsed a lot this past week. I looked at it 4 times this week n O-ed three times. Looked at it for 30 mins those 4 days n then quit. I take full responsibility for these relapses and know that it will be a big set back. My doctor told me that porn isn't...
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    just to vent.. ;)

    It's very disturbing that society has manipulated us and the masses have tugged our brains into believing that sexual appeal is very important to us. The problem is that the masses and society has let us to believe what intimacy and love is, telling us lies. I was watching an interview with a...
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    Relapsed and need advice.

    Hello, so I have relapsed.. I call it relapsing, although I did not "M" or "O." I just watched porn for an hour and it was everyday for three or four days. Just peeking and I would look at gifs... Although I didn't "M" or "O," I still feel I relapsed. I was about a month and half out of porn and...
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    Hello Again/Questions/ Relationships..

    So, I wanted to ask people on this site?? I have been able to have sex with someone I am interested in for 4 times now and only once couldn't get it fully "aroused." Does it ever get easier?? Sometimes I find myself not focusing on the feeling and just focusing on if I'll be able to stay aroused...
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    Creativity/Likes (get your mind on other things)

    Here is something that might be encouraging to help others.. Use this forum to post awesome creations.. Like I am an artist so I love to paint and draw. Do you? Or Do you like to garden, go four-wheeling, roller-skate, knit, watch movies (of course no "P" lol), play video-games, watch tv series...
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    Positivity! Let's encourage each other!

    Okay, I will start.. I want to say that I am proud of myself for being 3 weeks out of "P", now I know most people are out of it longer and some are just starting this journey. But I want to make this forum something that can encourage others to continue and write something they are proud of...
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    Hi...

    Hello.. sorry, I have a few questions to help me with understanding and what to do.. Some people say to stop watching movies however, movies are something I really enjoy, so would I have to give up all movies?? Cause it's something I love to do to relax.. Also, are "P images" erotic images that...
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    major anxiety...

    Hi... So.. I don't know if this is normal, to objectifying men because of porn... I am in love with someone that is bigger and isn't very muscular or fit and by all means, I am not fit or muscular either.. I know I love this person cause we just fit and I can feel my love for him but sometimes I...
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    hello... Jacob Here

    Hi... I guess I should start my journal... however... i'm going to start out my journal with something off topic... So.. has anyone or does anyone believe in soulmates.. I do and also believe in Twin Flames... My story actually starts with this individual person but I'm struggling... I had a...
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    Good Videos

    hello... I don't know if these are appropriate for this cause I don't want to trigger anyone or anything... but here are some videos to help you feel better and to keep you on the right path... =) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lEY8DY2Qqq8 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rxl3XRmvrPk (ignore...
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    Hello my name is Jacob

    So, I just recently realized how much porn is bad for the mind and brain and not realizing how much I actually have a problem. I watched gay porn for ages, since I was 10 years old and never knew it was a negative thing because It was the only way I could find pleasure because my family was...
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    My first Erectile Dysfunction.

    Hi, my name is Jacob... N I do not know if I am addicted to porn or not but I came for advice because I am very na?ve and I make little problems huge and obsess about them so I felt this site might help me a little or I might discover that I actually have an addiction. I hope no one judges me...
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