misc person 86
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Still in a major flat line.
Had to give a sperm sample the other day, which was a 80% erection (just touch) at best, though I was pretty uncomfortable.
Then worked away for a few days... Came back and my beautiful gf had bought me a sexy outfit (for her) as a gift to me. I was already nervous about not performing, but I love her and she looked stunning.
I got about a 50% at best and it quickly went down to 0% once I tried to find some lube. So devastated. Been months since I was this bad. Spent the rest of the night destroyed.
I'm approaching a year of no PMO... I can only pray (not even religious) that when my libido is back it's stronger (it usually is).
Feel like I don't even deserve to lay next to my gf in bed. She is wasted on me.
Had to give a sperm sample the other day, which was a 80% erection (just touch) at best, though I was pretty uncomfortable.
Then worked away for a few days... Came back and my beautiful gf had bought me a sexy outfit (for her) as a gift to me. I was already nervous about not performing, but I love her and she looked stunning.
I got about a 50% at best and it quickly went down to 0% once I tried to find some lube. So devastated. Been months since I was this bad. Spent the rest of the night destroyed.
I'm approaching a year of no PMO... I can only pray (not even religious) that when my libido is back it's stronger (it usually is).
Feel like I don't even deserve to lay next to my gf in bed. She is wasted on me.