@IAddict - Glad I could be of some assistance to your journey man. Feel free to reach out if there is anything troubling you that I can help with. Not an expert, but may have an outside perspective to assist.
Day 21+ - Forward progress
Well things went well with Jane on Friday and that has been a strong encouragement as I progress into the weekend. Still no signs of reboot reconditioning as of yet though. Yes, I am no longer in a fog, lethargic, constant fatigue, and/or lazy. I have, like most, increased my fitness exercising, nutrition, social components, and time management as I have this refined focus.
I still look forward to seeing those natural male reactions though throughout my day. Seeing stuff like a prevalent lasting morning wood, unexpected erections, arousal to unexpected provocations, or that true sexual libido passion vs a dopamine withdrawal. I try not to pay attention to those, because they can be stumbling blocks along the way; difficult to explain that in my eyes...just a self-understanding by trial & error.
This weekend should be entertaining though and again places some weight on my shoulders. Jane took to our encounter well and was pleased (obviously after our last two encounters). We have been planning this for a month+, but she has a half marathon outta town and she asked me to go with her for the weekend. It would be a longer encounter together of us two and will involve things like alcohol and ideal multiple desired encounters. Not like I need an extra assistant to PIED through drinking for "whiskey dick"
Alright, time for a little focus on the actual PIED topic and my thoughts of late.
1.) Am I rushing back into the scene too soon... real sex is talked of being a "spark to the flame" and assisting the jump start necessary.
2.) Am I overlooking something and not giving it the respect and patience it deserves?
3.) Even now, after that encounter, I feel that long recovery time necessary between sessions; weird to admit that (sounds old).
4.) I have noticed that I am not constantly focused on sex throughout the day. It is a pleasant feeling and helps recreate that novelty effect in my mind I would say.
Insanity - defined as doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results. Guess it is time to quit being insane with this approach hoping it will fix itself and keep "spicing" the routine up and adjust correctly.
Take care gentleman,
-D
Day 21+ - Forward progress
Well things went well with Jane on Friday and that has been a strong encouragement as I progress into the weekend. Still no signs of reboot reconditioning as of yet though. Yes, I am no longer in a fog, lethargic, constant fatigue, and/or lazy. I have, like most, increased my fitness exercising, nutrition, social components, and time management as I have this refined focus.
I still look forward to seeing those natural male reactions though throughout my day. Seeing stuff like a prevalent lasting morning wood, unexpected erections, arousal to unexpected provocations, or that true sexual libido passion vs a dopamine withdrawal. I try not to pay attention to those, because they can be stumbling blocks along the way; difficult to explain that in my eyes...just a self-understanding by trial & error.
This weekend should be entertaining though and again places some weight on my shoulders. Jane took to our encounter well and was pleased (obviously after our last two encounters). We have been planning this for a month+, but she has a half marathon outta town and she asked me to go with her for the weekend. It would be a longer encounter together of us two and will involve things like alcohol and ideal multiple desired encounters. Not like I need an extra assistant to PIED through drinking for "whiskey dick"
Alright, time for a little focus on the actual PIED topic and my thoughts of late.
1.) Am I rushing back into the scene too soon... real sex is talked of being a "spark to the flame" and assisting the jump start necessary.
2.) Am I overlooking something and not giving it the respect and patience it deserves?
3.) Even now, after that encounter, I feel that long recovery time necessary between sessions; weird to admit that (sounds old).
4.) I have noticed that I am not constantly focused on sex throughout the day. It is a pleasant feeling and helps recreate that novelty effect in my mind I would say.
Insanity - defined as doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results. Guess it is time to quit being insane with this approach hoping it will fix itself and keep "spicing" the routine up and adjust correctly.
Take care gentleman,
-D