Day 85+...
Well here we are, almost 5 days out from 90 and even i'm curious to things. My mindset hasn't been there of late these days. I wish I could say I didn't know why, but it is obvious.
Start, still pondering about Jane (GET OVER IT DUDE...), but same time have met two other women and had sex without an issue. It was relieving to have those encounters with them and with a condom. These women won't amount to what Jane was in my eyes and in reality, that is without the blinders on. I hate this fucking bar or standard that I have in my head. I want a caliber woman and now my focus has shifted outside this whole "no-fap" epidemic that popped up in my life.
Things I have noticed that needed to be PRIORITY... the "no-fap" isn't done, but to go look at porn is no longer an option of mine. Things are recovering, but my mind is craving and desiring sex 24/7...literally.
Priorities that needed to be changed immediately.
1.) Develop a stronger intentional social life
2.) Develop what a quality women is in my eyes, but don't focus on it.
3.) Refind your purpose and passions in life
....I did with my triathlon training, i've never trained this hard and it is encouraging
4.) Find friends, real friends that can make a difference as I can in their life.
5.) Move the FUCK on! (Hey D, did you read that as you wrote MOVE THE FUCK ON).
....I unvailed some truth today about her devious lies; so much for "open and honest"
Appreciate the uplifting messages. Dam these last 70 days have felt like a rant about Jane over PMO recovering. Yet that has been seen behind the scenes.
Well here we are, almost 5 days out from 90 and even i'm curious to things. My mindset hasn't been there of late these days. I wish I could say I didn't know why, but it is obvious.
Start, still pondering about Jane (GET OVER IT DUDE...), but same time have met two other women and had sex without an issue. It was relieving to have those encounters with them and with a condom. These women won't amount to what Jane was in my eyes and in reality, that is without the blinders on. I hate this fucking bar or standard that I have in my head. I want a caliber woman and now my focus has shifted outside this whole "no-fap" epidemic that popped up in my life.
Things I have noticed that needed to be PRIORITY... the "no-fap" isn't done, but to go look at porn is no longer an option of mine. Things are recovering, but my mind is craving and desiring sex 24/7...literally.
Priorities that needed to be changed immediately.
1.) Develop a stronger intentional social life
2.) Develop what a quality women is in my eyes, but don't focus on it.
3.) Refind your purpose and passions in life
....I did with my triathlon training, i've never trained this hard and it is encouraging
4.) Find friends, real friends that can make a difference as I can in their life.
5.) Move the FUCK on! (Hey D, did you read that as you wrote MOVE THE FUCK ON).
....I unvailed some truth today about her devious lies; so much for "open and honest"
Appreciate the uplifting messages. Dam these last 70 days have felt like a rant about Jane over PMO recovering. Yet that has been seen behind the scenes.