AnonymousAnnaXO
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Beautifully written Stillme, your posts are so insightful, dead-on, and inspirational, I actually save some of them to look back on when I'm down because they re-stabilize me when I get down.
yeah i was wanting to say this, i mean i wanted for partners to realize this for themselves because it sucks for me to say to someone "hey, it does not look like your partner is really deserving of bunch of second chances while acting like that so you better leave" because you are emotionally attached after so many years of being together and the thought of breaking up is better applied when you come up with it yourself. in my mind, being more responsible would lead to choosing a life with another person or being single and spend time with friends for a while but i dont know what you may come up with... maybe you find a different solution but you are not gonna find it in the victim mentality.aquarius25 said:Ok, so I am going to play a little devil's advocate here. Please don't hate me, lol. I don't necessarily agree with the statement but I think part of it is true. Whether or not he was intending to say this or not (and it certainly could have been worded better) but...... from today, right now, we partners have a choice.
We choose each day whether we want to keep being the partner of a PA or whether we want to pack up our shit and leave. We have a choice. Yes, there are things that cloud that choice. Depression is a huge one, I experience it for sure! But at the end of the day, I choose to stay. I understand that is my choice. So from today forward, I am responsible for myself, my recovery, and my choice. I am not a victim, I am a warrior, choosing to fight for my marriage. It is not easy. Do I have bad days where I have regrets? Yes. Do I sometimes loose sight of my choice? Yes. But that doesn't negate the fact that I have that choice. It is easy to loose sight of that when there are things that you didn't choose that are deeply impacting your life. I didn't choose my husband Porn Addiction. I do choose to stay with him and work this out. Sometimes the choice is hard. There were times when leaving felt impossible, but at the end of the day, if I am going to be completely honest, leaving would be extremely hard but it is never impossible. No one is holding a gun to my head and keeping me here. I still have a choice. I might not always like my choices but I still have them. If I don't like them then I need to figure out a way to change that. It is up to me. And each woman here has a choice too. So I don't know if that was the point that the young man was trying to make or not, but that part I can agree with.
rape victims may not benefit much from distance from the perpetrator if they keep blaming him for their self esteem, sexuality and hope for the future afterwards. nobody is holding a gun next to your head and makes you live with a "rapist". all i suggest is for partners to stop waiting for their husbands/boyfriends to change when there are no signs of the change that is supposed to be coming. i suggest actually doing something about your life instead of waiting on someone to do something for you.Nikola,
The getting over "rape" analogy is a poor one in the way you are utilizing it. Rape victims typically have the benefit of distance from the perpetrator to heal. Domestic victims of all varieties do not. Healing while your "rapist" is there everyday in the place that is your refuge from the world - your home - is a continual mind fuck. You never get a reprieve from the victimization. It makes the processing and working through it all very difficult and in a significant percentage impossible.
Taffer said:Loleekins said:Mik (or Nwalt, whatever). C'mon, man. You're working on being a better person. Remember? No need to pour gas on the fire.
What's gone on here is miscommunication. It's easy for misunderstandings to arise in topics where emotions run high. Forums don't always allow for fully grasping where another person is coming from. I do not believe Nikola meant to be hurtful. I believe he means to be helpful and merely conveyed it in too abrupt a manner.
Whom do you speak of madam? I only know what I see, which is Nikola politely disagreeing, and getting dumped on by immature children as a result. I suspect there is a reason Malando is warning newbies signing up to stay the heck away from the partners section, unless your only intention is to kiss the ground they walk on. Duly noted, I'm not getting involved, though I may comment from time to time on the antics
try not to make your happiness depend on somebody who can not get his own life together,