goodvibes144
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So i tried to no pmo once again a coyple days back. And not long ago this morning i pmo. Only because it feel as if everything and the universe thinks i might be gay. And even though i personally cant accept this not because afraid of people knowing but , having to live like this and be like this i feellike im trapoed in a shell . I know something isnt right i dont believe im suppose just be gay. Or bi or w.e . I love women emotionally but sexually it is weak. And thats my fear . I only see myself being w a man marying a man ill throw up to sight of it. THE PORN turned me like this . And i feel like i cant come back to myself .my body has control over me .