JackTheNewOne
Member
So I've been a long time rebooting and I considered myself cured because I could get hard alone with no porn or images.
But now I'm about to have sex in a few days, it's the first time after I started rebooting and I'm having intrusive thoughts like "will I get hard when I'm with the girl?" and also I made the mistake of trying testing my ability to get hard, when I was taking a shower I tried imagining the scenario where I'm with the girl, but then that intrusive thought returned and I couldn't get it full hard, and even the weak erection I got faded very quickly. That wasn't happening when I was all relaxed a day or two before that.
After that I tried again on my bedroom with the same result.
Now I can't get this worrying out of my mind. It's really annoying how I can't control my mind, it's like saying "don't think about a pink elephant!", well you're thinking about it in the moment you thought about not thinking about it.
Do you guys have some advices for me?
But now I'm about to have sex in a few days, it's the first time after I started rebooting and I'm having intrusive thoughts like "will I get hard when I'm with the girl?" and also I made the mistake of trying testing my ability to get hard, when I was taking a shower I tried imagining the scenario where I'm with the girl, but then that intrusive thought returned and I couldn't get it full hard, and even the weak erection I got faded very quickly. That wasn't happening when I was all relaxed a day or two before that.
After that I tried again on my bedroom with the same result.
Now I can't get this worrying out of my mind. It's really annoying how I can't control my mind, it's like saying "don't think about a pink elephant!", well you're thinking about it in the moment you thought about not thinking about it.
Do you guys have some advices for me?