Hi All -
My story is not unique. I have been a heavy porn user as a teen in HS and then through college and now as a 25 (almost 26) year old adult. What's really caused this to be a problem lately is that I am married.
Being married and addicted to porn makes the issue that much worse because it affects my closeness with my wife and sometimes even my performance. I've been trying to drop porn seriously for 4 months now. Its going okay. I suffer relapses more often than I like. That's why I decided to start this journal.
I need to seriously get my shit together. I'm tired of being weak and susceptible to porn. I did suffer a relapse today. I don't know the trigger - possibly stress and working from home. I'm hoping to find some accountability here. I respect you guys for taking these steps.
I am grateful for my wife.
My goal is drop porn for good. I am aiming for the 90 days now, but I am looking for an altogether end.
My triggers are when I am alone.
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My story is not unique. I have been a heavy porn user as a teen in HS and then through college and now as a 25 (almost 26) year old adult. What's really caused this to be a problem lately is that I am married.
Being married and addicted to porn makes the issue that much worse because it affects my closeness with my wife and sometimes even my performance. I've been trying to drop porn seriously for 4 months now. Its going okay. I suffer relapses more often than I like. That's why I decided to start this journal.
I need to seriously get my shit together. I'm tired of being weak and susceptible to porn. I did suffer a relapse today. I don't know the trigger - possibly stress and working from home. I'm hoping to find some accountability here. I respect you guys for taking these steps.
I am grateful for my wife.
My goal is drop porn for good. I am aiming for the 90 days now, but I am looking for an altogether end.
My triggers are when I am alone.
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