The relationship with my girlfriend has been going very well. To be honest i'm ecstatic about it, better yet I know she is too.
We are very much on the same level, mentally, intellectually and spiritually.
The sexual chemistry is very strong too.
One of the amazing things is that even though we only known each other for short time (like 2 months?) we really have a strong friendship. Openness, understanding, closeness and all that...
We talk openly even about sex, how we view our relationship, what limits we wanna draw etc.
As I said before, she is no-sex outside marriage kinda girl, but she is not shy or uptight at all (perhaps because she is a doctor...). She is not virgin either, as she became "devout" christian only when she was around 20.
She doesn't have much dating or sexual experience though, and she knows I don't either. But she doen't know I am a virgin, as we haven't gone into specifics.
I'm not ashamed about it, so I would never lie about it. But I think if she knew I'm a virgin, she would only feel bad about losing hers in teenage years.
Couple of times we have had like an hour long kissing/hugging/sweet talk sessions. They are better than PMO ever was, and that feeling of satisfaction is much less momentary. The best thing is feeling her heat up a little by little with every kiss and by every minute. After an hour she is melting, and she is not hiding it much.
I apologized about the boners I have. She lolled and said she's impressed by my honesty and said she takes my boners as
compliments!
So yes it's going really good.
Our biggest challenge will be refraining from sex... I wouldn't mind marrying this girl, but we just met. Haha. ;D
Somehow I have been able to not MO. I don't know how. I really don't.
Maybe my brain just isn't that satisfied with imagination and MO anymore?