I realise for me to be drifting to PMO I have lost sight and feeling of how bad PMO is. How bad is PMO?
Actually, its really bad. SERIOUSLY, PORN IS REALLY BAD. Realise this: PORN IS REALLY BAD. It gives you a limp dick, bad sex life, no confidence, steals your valuable time and makes you feel like shit. There is a simple acknowledgement to be made here. Porn is an addiction and I'm an addict. The reason why my mind is so ready to overlook the bad and pointless nature of porn is because I am an addict. There it is. I admit it. I have a problem with porn.
Rocky time: Let me tell you something you already know, life isn't all sunshine and rainbows. It will beat you to your knees and keep you there if you let it. Not me, you, or nobody is ever going to hit as hard as life can. But it ain't how hard you can hit, its how hard you can get hit, and keep moving forward. That's how winning is done. Now if you know what your worth then go out and get it. But you can't be saying I didn't get this because of that, him, her or nobody. That's what cowards do and that ain't you.
My P addiction is my fault and it is a fault of mine. Its important for my life that I move past this addiction.
I can take this and I can beat this. PMO is not an option any more for me.
Rocky revised for PMO: Let me tell you something you already know, PMO isn't all sunshine and rainbows. You will beat your self to your knees and stay there if you keep going. Not me, you, or nobody is ever going to hit as hard as PMO can. But it ain't how many relapses you have, its how much learning you can do and distance you can put between relapses, and keep moving forward. That's how winning is done. Now if you know what your worth then go out and get it. But you can't be saying I didn't get this because of P, M, O or anything. That's what cowards do and that ain't you.
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I calculated how much time I spent on porn over 3.5 months. It was 8.12 days. 8.12 days jacking off? Come on! That's 1 week or 195 hours!!! Over a decade that would work out to be 10 months of PMOing. One day many years from now, when I'm on my death bed I don't want that to be my story, that would be really sad. Life goes by fast man, don't waste another second on PMO.
PMO and hook up sites are not an option for me ever again.
Actually, its really bad. SERIOUSLY, PORN IS REALLY BAD. Realise this: PORN IS REALLY BAD. It gives you a limp dick, bad sex life, no confidence, steals your valuable time and makes you feel like shit. There is a simple acknowledgement to be made here. Porn is an addiction and I'm an addict. The reason why my mind is so ready to overlook the bad and pointless nature of porn is because I am an addict. There it is. I admit it. I have a problem with porn.
Rocky time: Let me tell you something you already know, life isn't all sunshine and rainbows. It will beat you to your knees and keep you there if you let it. Not me, you, or nobody is ever going to hit as hard as life can. But it ain't how hard you can hit, its how hard you can get hit, and keep moving forward. That's how winning is done. Now if you know what your worth then go out and get it. But you can't be saying I didn't get this because of that, him, her or nobody. That's what cowards do and that ain't you.
My P addiction is my fault and it is a fault of mine. Its important for my life that I move past this addiction.
I can take this and I can beat this. PMO is not an option any more for me.
Rocky revised for PMO: Let me tell you something you already know, PMO isn't all sunshine and rainbows. You will beat your self to your knees and stay there if you keep going. Not me, you, or nobody is ever going to hit as hard as PMO can. But it ain't how many relapses you have, its how much learning you can do and distance you can put between relapses, and keep moving forward. That's how winning is done. Now if you know what your worth then go out and get it. But you can't be saying I didn't get this because of P, M, O or anything. That's what cowards do and that ain't you.
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I calculated how much time I spent on porn over 3.5 months. It was 8.12 days. 8.12 days jacking off? Come on! That's 1 week or 195 hours!!! Over a decade that would work out to be 10 months of PMOing. One day many years from now, when I'm on my death bed I don't want that to be my story, that would be really sad. Life goes by fast man, don't waste another second on PMO.
PMO and hook up sites are not an option for me ever again.