Okay so this is practically copy paste from another post I didn't think I had to do this but since I notice so many changes I need a whole page to write them down
I am 23 years old never had successfull sex due to PIED
Always PMOed to escalated shit, got bored really quick from the vanilla stuff I wanted to do before 12, watched every type you can think of - Ive not been able to successfully reboot or even quit for almost a year now...
Friends dont know why they've never seen me with a girl since i'm attractive. One of my friends once asked me if I was gay because there was a nice girl she really liked me and showed it in every possible way...I admire her courage when I think of it...and damn she was a really nice girl not only beautiful but great, phenomenal character also you dont find girls like that nowadays...
I didnt know the source of my pussiness and numbness back then and fun fact I was so damn stupid to wonder why I didnt want this girl while I was pmoing to escalated shit...
Nowadays i cant quit and it hits me really hard last week had another nice girl hitting on me hard I almost thought I had talk to her , she had me cornered lol... but then what...?? Watched porn the day before I wouldn't get up for any reason..
People notice that, friends etc and they cannot understand why I wont do anything
And no, this is not the type of girl people in this forum suggest "who will understand" these girls know what to look for and why and they want it bad... cant imagine her face after doing everything to get me up and fail and it will most probably go to shit after that
We are not 16-18 if you lived a successful life so far (outside of sex) you are well respected at 23 in your job, your hobbies, can you imagine what a self crack would be (for yourself and for the people around you) not to be able to maintain erection, act like a 16 year old because you never had a successful experience because of PIED?
And no, dont believe the fake gurus here and in other forums who say mindset and self confidence is everything and shit...
Everyone with IQ more than 10 knows that repetitive experience builds confidence. Unknown area is unknown for EVERYONE
- the cases when your first time is like Don Juan are rare and you gotta want it like a dog wants its bone... maybe after like 1 year of absence from pmo
I remember the last girl with whom I tried have sex though... thats when I discovered these forums... not that Ive made any progress just realised im not gay
I am 23 years old never had successfull sex due to PIED
Always PMOed to escalated shit, got bored really quick from the vanilla stuff I wanted to do before 12, watched every type you can think of - Ive not been able to successfully reboot or even quit for almost a year now...
Friends dont know why they've never seen me with a girl since i'm attractive. One of my friends once asked me if I was gay because there was a nice girl she really liked me and showed it in every possible way...I admire her courage when I think of it...and damn she was a really nice girl not only beautiful but great, phenomenal character also you dont find girls like that nowadays...
I didnt know the source of my pussiness and numbness back then and fun fact I was so damn stupid to wonder why I didnt want this girl while I was pmoing to escalated shit...
Nowadays i cant quit and it hits me really hard last week had another nice girl hitting on me hard I almost thought I had talk to her , she had me cornered lol... but then what...?? Watched porn the day before I wouldn't get up for any reason..
People notice that, friends etc and they cannot understand why I wont do anything
And no, this is not the type of girl people in this forum suggest "who will understand" these girls know what to look for and why and they want it bad... cant imagine her face after doing everything to get me up and fail and it will most probably go to shit after that
We are not 16-18 if you lived a successful life so far (outside of sex) you are well respected at 23 in your job, your hobbies, can you imagine what a self crack would be (for yourself and for the people around you) not to be able to maintain erection, act like a 16 year old because you never had a successful experience because of PIED?
And no, dont believe the fake gurus here and in other forums who say mindset and self confidence is everything and shit...
Everyone with IQ more than 10 knows that repetitive experience builds confidence. Unknown area is unknown for EVERYONE
- the cases when your first time is like Don Juan are rare and you gotta want it like a dog wants its bone... maybe after like 1 year of absence from pmo
I remember the last girl with whom I tried have sex though... thats when I discovered these forums... not that Ive made any progress just realised im not gay