started reboot at 12 September 2018

[Do or die]

Day 46 at 6th November
Not completed exercise today

 

[Do or die]

Day 49 at 9th November 2018
feeling cool. one day to hit 50. after a long time of reboot going to achieve something. that feels very well.

 

[Do or die]

relapsed
yes today i am relapsed. in the race of winning with myself i lost again. but i learned that only reboot means only not seen the porn is not solution you also need to maintain these three things:
1. Social anexity
2. Stress
3. Health

 

[Do or die]

day 1 at 10th november
again fight is started. now fighting wet dreams also.
wet dreams are natural. but in reboot it affects the whole process. i have head aches and many more things because of that.in past 49 days reboot i have 9 wet dreams. so from today doing again a new reboot.
relapsed

 

[Do or die]

Day 1 at 11th November 2018
completed yoga. have strong urges to see P again and MO.and I am relapsed now. But asfirst day is always very complex then I count it after relapse also.

 

[Do or die]

day 2
Nov 13
completed yoga and exercise. no urges.

 

[Do or die]

day 3
Nov 14
no wd today. doing meditation daily and exercise.

 

[Do or die]

day 4
Nov 15
no wd today. did not completed exercise today

 

[achilles heel]

49 days was a huge success already, keep going as your process isn't totally lost!

 

[Do or die]

Relapsed today. Not control over myself. Because of it i relapsed. I forget that i am rebooting .i say sry to myself. I know its harder to have a good period of time after relapse but i know one day i am rebooted. Relapse is not end thats the start of new reboot. New fighting skills . making myself really good in that skills is important. I know the bad ones caused by pmo then why i can do it again again. Thats my question. Why its harder to make it . i want to reboot . hey god help me. Without your support i am nothing god. nothing..

 

[Do or die]

day 1 at november 18
changing thoughts feeeling positively about myself.

 

[Do or die]

day 2 at november 19
relapsed yesterday. now feeling bored

 

[Do or die]

november 21
day 4
feeling good this time. no wd

november 24
day 7
wd today. now dealing with wd problems. if you have 2-3 wd in a month its natural. but more than 3 is a cause of over PMO.

november 26
day 9
did exercises. concentrating on university exams rather than this problem

November 28
day 11
doing exercise daily. my focus is now on my carrier. going to achieve something is the best thing. now i am disconnecting form PMO. and getting back to my life. living a happy life with hope.

November 29
day 12
wd today. did exercise. focus is on reboot rather than wd.

 

[Do or die]

day 13
November 30
feeling confident. doing my all work on my own. my mind strength is increasing now. no foggy head.


relapsed
success is one step ahead now. started my journey at december 2016. today i completed 2 years

 

[Do or die]

Day 1 feeling good .
Its my duty to do reboot from now .for my health. Already i damaged my mental physical ani social health . then if now i didnt stop then when i stop . so it is enough which is happened in past  . i need to take actions regarding my future. So from now i am rebooting with a new way thinking about reboot. Here is the healing space for your body.so best luck for me and you all. I can relapsed many times but i cant stop until i am rebooted.

 

[Do or die]

day1 at 2 december
yesterday i again relapsed. now i am so stressed . this addiction is not going plz help.
Today i am nothing. I am zero. I lost my gf . my carrier goals because of these addiction. I decided today that i will be the one who have all things. Yes the war is started

day 3 at 4th december
doing it good. no wd today but i relalsed.

 

[Do or die]

Day 1 at December 2018
relapsed yesterday. so many urges are there at late night. i am unable to control myself. i am rebooting but i am feared off PMO.
i am feeling very bad today. i am a rebooter one time. i did it 147 DAYS. then why now i am unable to succeed. but from today i know i need to do it.

 

[mjery]

Hey there,

I think that you need more actions than JUST DECIDING TO QUIT. Flash-backs won't help you. If you keep thinking about the 147 days you are injecting venom. If you do not change your lifestyle, So you will fail easily. Start some new things. Move your desk 30 cm, change your hairstyle, drink more water... I do not know! do new fucking things. Let your inner self know that you are up to a new life. Open up!!!

Wish you luck

 

[Do or die]

Ok MoJi.
Day 2 at  6 December 2018
activated parental control software on my pc. i need internet for my work. so its not possible to off the internet. so i am installed parental control.

 

[Do or die]

day 3 at december 7
headaches are there. my dopamine receptors need to recover itself.

day 5 december 9
feeling little bit good now. after a long period of 1 month i am at 5th day.

Day 6 at December 10
no head ache and brain fog. doing things that going to keep me busy  as possible.

Day 7 At December 11
now feeling little bit motivated and focused on my work. this is the time to do research to how completely we can stop this addiction.