started reboot at 12 September 2018

Do or die

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december 15
relapsed.again i invited an endless start. i want to recover but i am ralapsing one by one.
 

Do or die

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because of porn i lost my carrier :(
i lost my self confidence
my dreams
and many more things.
how can i beat this addiction
but from today i am rebooting till i am not win. not only for me but for all like me.
for that all who is suffering from this addiction. for him who lost many things because of this addiction.
i am going to start meditation from today. and waking up at 5 am daily. yes i am able to reboot.
if you cant stop now then you stop never.
just one time means addiction. no more means reboot.
i am not sexually active with any girl till today. so i dont know how PMO effected my sex life. but before it effect badly i am going to leave this addiction now. today at 6:03 pm. i am going to completly leave this addiction now. i seen some videos of gabe deam on youtube. thanks gabe deam.
 

Do or die

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day1
started new day. with new dreams. to come back in flow. not completed exercises.
because of so many relapses i think i relapse this time also. but i know this is a addictive thinking.
yes its possible to reboot. if I want.
 

Do or die

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Enough is enough now i ending it from today. I dont see porn again at any cost.so many things i lossed. it is countless.
From 18th of December my reboot is starting i am counting in descending order
Day 21 at 18 december
Because of i relapsed at day 0 that is the 17th december i am now at day 1. First day is always difficult. So i count it as day 0
 

Do or die

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Day 1 at 18 December 2018
Today when i started
I am
0? confident
0 gf's
0? popular
0% Friendly
0% Healthy

So i am totally 0 now. From today i see how reboot changes my life.
Yes its possible
 

Do or die

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Day 1 at 19 December 2018
I relapsed 1 time yesterday.so starting reboot from today.
Day 2
Day 1 completed after long time . today i seen little bit porn. But i am controlled myself.And at first day night i am unable to sleep
I am now leaving this addiction in the memory of my first love. From today i never do it.
 

Do or die

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Day 10 at December 28
I am keeping myself busy. So from 7th day of reboot I am seen the changes. I am now focusing on my carrier rather than PMO.
 

Do or die

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Today I started daily 10 minutes of meditation.
Meditation helped me to win my fight. I remembered those days when I have no hope to fight with this addition. Now I am very much ready to fight with it.
 
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changemylife

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Do or die said:
Today I started daily 10 minutes of meditation.
Meditation helped me to win my fight. I remembered those days when I have no hope to fight with this addition. Now I am very much ready to fight with it.

That's right, man. Making yourself ready is an important step. This is where many people fail. They want to change but are not 100% ready. A part of them doesn't want to let go.
 
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