Started a REBOOT on 17/10/2018

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Yesterday was a bit more challenging, a pop-up ad for BIGO cam up with chicks and sent my imagination running wild. It almost sent me to a relapse. It was completely unexpected but this is something that I will have to deal with in the future.

 

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Feeling a bit better today, the cravings come in and out some days are stronger while other are not. Is this normal?

 

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9/11/2018 - Day 9 (cold shower log)

 

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10/11/2018 - Day 10 (cold shower log)

 

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day 10 good achievement. congrats

 

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11/11/2018 - Day 11 (cold shower log)

 

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12/11/2018 - Day 12 (cold shower log)

 

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13/11/2018 - Day 13 (cold shower log)

 

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14/11/2018 - Day 14 (cold shower log)

 

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15/11/2018 - Day 15 (cold shower log)

 

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16/11/2018 - Day 16 (cold shower log)

 

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17/11/2018 - Day 17 (cold shower log)

 

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Since starting cold showers and my internship full-time, my cravings have gone away and I have been thinking about sex a lot less. I do feel a lot better but, I don't want to get complacent and then relapse. And posting on this has been also helping a tremendous amount.

 

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18/11/2018 - Day 18 (cold shower log)

 

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19/11/2018 - Day 19 (cold shower log)

 

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20/11/2018 - Day 20 (cold shower log)

 

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21/11/2018 - Day 21 (cold shower log)

 

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22/11/2018 - Day 22 (cold shower log)

 

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23/11/2018 - Day 23 (cold shower log)

 

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Its been okay thus far, working at an internship has allowed me to focus on that than my addiction and sometimes I even forget that I am recovering. Feeling great but, not want to jump the gun and jinx it.