Day 96
Well I made it past the 90 day mark. I do still feel the need to keep my urges suppressed, but it is way easier now than it was when I first began this journey. I'm sure this feeling will never go away. I have learned to channel that excitement and energy to other areas. I did slip up the other night I guess. Was browsing online and a girl caught my eye. Nothing porn related. I haven't viewed porn since before I started this process. MY dick responded and I just let it happen. I continued to browse for about 15 minutes before I shut it down. I shut it down because I wanted to grab my junk and start fapping away. Like I said, I'm sure the urges will always be there. I've just gotta keep them in check.
Sex with my wife has been awsome. We were both on vacation last week and had sex 4 times! This nofap, no pmo journey has been the best thing to happen for me as far as my sex life goes. It's hard to describe. The energy and focus I am able to give her now is completely different than before, in a good way. My body is so sensitive now. She notices too. Kind of sucks I can't tell her what has changed. I started this program to fix my PIED and sex life in general with my wife and it worked. Results don't lie.
Got the day off today. My 2 year garage project is finally done. I've got plenty of other things I can do to keep my mind occupied. It's getting warmer outside and the grass is starting to grow finally. I hate being cooped up all winter.
- powering through
Well I made it past the 90 day mark. I do still feel the need to keep my urges suppressed, but it is way easier now than it was when I first began this journey. I'm sure this feeling will never go away. I have learned to channel that excitement and energy to other areas. I did slip up the other night I guess. Was browsing online and a girl caught my eye. Nothing porn related. I haven't viewed porn since before I started this process. MY dick responded and I just let it happen. I continued to browse for about 15 minutes before I shut it down. I shut it down because I wanted to grab my junk and start fapping away. Like I said, I'm sure the urges will always be there. I've just gotta keep them in check.
Sex with my wife has been awsome. We were both on vacation last week and had sex 4 times! This nofap, no pmo journey has been the best thing to happen for me as far as my sex life goes. It's hard to describe. The energy and focus I am able to give her now is completely different than before, in a good way. My body is so sensitive now. She notices too. Kind of sucks I can't tell her what has changed. I started this program to fix my PIED and sex life in general with my wife and it worked. Results don't lie.
Got the day off today. My 2 year garage project is finally done. I've got plenty of other things I can do to keep my mind occupied. It's getting warmer outside and the grass is starting to grow finally. I hate being cooped up all winter.
- powering through
