Kittyhawk, I think you have a lot more experience online than me, I only ever took quick peeks at the beginnings of P, though I certainly have had a lot of MO experience in my life.
What is the point in speaking in code? I am genuinely mentally ill, I genuinely had a PMO addiction meaning that I genuinely looked at porn and masturbated to orgasm over it, even if as I say I got most of my stimulation from searching and stills, so the following may be coming from my self-delusions. My father had some experience with "nukes" and "spooks" working as he did as a technical practitioner in a military sensitive area at a university. Having always wished to be like my father, to have his amazing experiences, I have tried to engage with such vile people myself, although I am aware that police are necessary at all levels in order to maintain order and peace. It is still all about control, but then from your writing I get the impression you are just as interested in that as anybody else. I have no idea who you are, but I have intuition, call it psychic senses, third eye or whatever you want, yet it often serves me badly when I relapse into states of extreme confusion.
So why am I writing this. I think this is a safe place to write, or at least it has been, it has helped me very much, I have not PMOd in the literal sense since June last year, this is the reason I came here. Why did you come here may I ask, if that doesn't sound too accusative or paranoid?
I am aware that "spooks" use the internet too, they are only human, like politicians, or pop stars, or whoever, I said in a previous post that I didn't think diverse topics were helpful. P addicts need help and this place is a sanctuary that offers that. I hope it will remain that way. Thank you.