Time to bash out the demon on the road to a porn free life

[Mrblueberry]

Day 5

I am currently on day 5 again, had no urges no withdrawal symptons and had a very exciting weekend! I do not think that a relaps sets you back to when you were addicted because one year ago when i started to quit porn i watched it nearly everyday and i watched disturbing categories. But now, when i occasionally relapse, it is on soft porn and i do not have excitement for fetishes as before. And even when i relapse i don't have the same urges and i can last way longer w/o porn. So that's proof that a relapse only sets you back one lap instead of having to do the whole race over.

greetings fellow nofappers and have a great day

 

[Mrblueberry]

day 7,

this week went by really fast, however i have mad urges right now

peace guys

 

[Lero]

day 7,

this week went by really fast, however i have mad urges right now

peace guys

Urges means you "addicted self" is in pain and he is screaming for a fix. He really needs to heal. No more fixes. I know it sucks to endure this shit but there is no other way.

 

[Mrblueberry]

Day 2

In the past 20ish days i have pmo'ed 3 times i think, it's really hard to stop this. It's almost if you deny your sexual urges and become a robot. I really am starting to think that just jerking off once a week is just normal. I mean in the past i would pmo 3 times a day and i knew that it was unhealty, but now i am pmo'ing once a week and it feels like it is okayish. I don't know guys it feels like this is just your nature to fuck and that's why it's so difficult to stop doing it. Anyway the best way to tackle a reboot is to just accept you did it, and not beat yourself up for everything.

 

[Lero]

Day 2

In the past 20ish days i have pmo'ed 3 times i think, it's really hard to stop this. It's almost if you deny your sexual urges and become a robot. I really am starting to think that just jerking off once a week is just normal. I mean in the past i would pmo 3 times a day and i knew that it was unhealty, but now i am pmo'ing once a week and it feels like it is okayish. I don't know guys it feels like this is just your nature to fuck and that's why it's so difficult to stop doing it. Anyway the best way to tackle a reboot is to just accept you did it, and not beat yourself up for everything.

That's right, man. That's why this addiction is, in my opinion, the hardest, because of its nature. It activates the sexual brain so technically, the brain thinks you have a wonderful sex life. If you are single, like me, it's very frustrating because it goes like: "Where the fuck is my sex life?" And this is how the brain rationalizes that I could and should substitute it for P. Of course, another thing is that nothing compares to P. I guess if I had a sex life nowadays I would still prefer P. That's why it's so vital to quit this shit.

 

[Mrblueberry]

Day 7 again

absolutely no urges whatsoever, i think i am cured from my addiction, i think i will allow myself 1 jerk off per week if i have to, no porn just jerkoff. Because i think a man should not erase his sexual desires. Maybe even once per 2 weeks this will keep me active and not turn me into a robot. Porn is the problem not jerking off i believe.

cya mates

 

[Mrblueberry]

Day 2

In the past 20ish days i have pmo'ed 3 times i think, it's really hard to stop this. It's almost if you deny your sexual urges and become a robot. I really am starting to think that just jerking off once a week is just normal. I mean in the past i would pmo 3 times a day and i knew that it was unhealty, but now i am pmo'ing once a week and it feels like it is okayish. I don't know guys it feels like this is just your nature to fuck and that's why it's so difficult to stop doing it. Anyway the best way to tackle a reboot is to just accept you did it, and not beat yourself up for everything.

That's right, man. That's why this addiction is, in my opinion, the hardest, because of its nature. It activates the sexual brain so technically, the brain thinks you have a wonderful sex life. If you are single, like me, it's very frustrating because it goes like: "Where the fuck is my sex life?" And this is how the brain rationalizes that I could and should substitute it for P. Of course, another thing is that nothing compares to P. I guess if I had a sex life nowadays I would still prefer P. That's why it's so vital to quit this shit.

Yes you are right. Because by nature i am one of the least addicted people and i think disciplined in the world, addicted to fast food? --> no i realise its not good for me super super easy to fight urges. Addicted to drugs? --> no altough it gives one of the best feelings in the world i fight the urges super simple. I also am disciplined: I want to have a six pack? Sure let's dedicate myself for 3 months and accomplish it. I want to learn piano from scratch? Sure let's practice every day for 30 minutes for 1 year.

So i really think that yes pmo can be an addiction but it is so deeply ingrained in our nature that it is normal to jerk off or fuck. That's why for me pmo addiction is so different from all other activities.

 

[Kraken]

I think m and o are normal and natural but not high speed internet p. That stuff is pure acid and will melt your brain and desensitize your dopamine receptors.  That has been my experience. 

 

[Lero]

I think m and o are normal and natural but not high speed internet p. That stuff is pure acid and will melt your brain and desensitize your dopamine receptors.  That has been my experience.

Yes, I believe MO is natural but after so much porn abuse, I don't think I could do it right now. I've bullied my dopamine too much.

 

[Kraken]

Me too, I'm rebooting from all three for 90 days.  The only exception being sex with a woman I care for.  But I'm single right now so hardmode continues.

 

[Mrblueberry]

I think m and o are normal and natural but not high speed internet p. That stuff is pure acid and will melt your brain and desensitize your dopamine receptors.  That has been my experience.

Yes i am definitely with you on this one.

 

[kadeshzelbriel]

how's it going???