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I've struggled with Rebooting before and I stopped using some resources to no avail so I am going to try again. I used to be on this site but I left some reasons but I think I'll head back and take another crack at it. I'm doing better as time goes on with each restart teaching me more and more but I'm coming off of a complete relapse and I don't want to be this way anymore. I'm tired of spending so much time feeding this issue and I want to improve my life for the better. I'm tired of restarting, telling myself no more, and then failing again. It's annoying and I don't want to repeat last year before I even discovered rebooting. It seemed like most of my time was spent PMOing with brief breaks in between. I'm practically spending my whole youth behind the computer screen doing this to women who aren't real and I could never have while addiction-free people my age are interacting with each other and having relationships and whatnot. That needs to be me too.
So a brief overview of the things I've been doing. I am going to counseling, both group, and individual. The group is for social reasons unrelated to PMO but the individual counseling is where I dissect a lot of these PMO problems. I actively work out and have the ability to spend a lot of my time in a social setting surrounded by people which can prevent me from looking at P (I refuse to be the guy who whips out porn in public because that's weird). My schedule is really busy so that keeps me off the computer but the downtime and relaxation time is where it gets me. I've been wrestling with rebooting for about a year so I'm not new and know a fair deal about it. It just appears that I need some extra support and resources to help me. I'm going to aim to journal on here at least once a week or when I'm feeling tested. Let's hope this reboot effort is the one that finally gets me out of this addiction.
So a brief overview of the things I've been doing. I am going to counseling, both group, and individual. The group is for social reasons unrelated to PMO but the individual counseling is where I dissect a lot of these PMO problems. I actively work out and have the ability to spend a lot of my time in a social setting surrounded by people which can prevent me from looking at P (I refuse to be the guy who whips out porn in public because that's weird). My schedule is really busy so that keeps me off the computer but the downtime and relaxation time is where it gets me. I've been wrestling with rebooting for about a year so I'm not new and know a fair deal about it. It just appears that I need some extra support and resources to help me. I'm going to aim to journal on here at least once a week or when I'm feeling tested. Let's hope this reboot effort is the one that finally gets me out of this addiction.