Elvis on Velvet
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Today I am PMO-free for 48 days. I have peeked at porn several times in the last two weeks, but I have not PMO'd.
I've noticed a progression in my recovery. I believe my brain is healing from the terrible damage I've done to it, and my body is responding to that. I'm getting regular night time erections, sometimes so hard it wakes me up when I turn over, but no morning ones to speak of. I'm hoping that returns soon, too.
I saw somewhere, possibly on this site, that older guys like me who had a sex life before they started using porn in an unhealthy way sometimes recover quicker than younger guys who binged on porn even before they were having real sex. Anyone experiencing anything like that?
I've also noticed that with a drastic reduction in the number of ejaculations I'm having (from 1-2 per day to 1 a week at most, and those are almost all from sex with my wife) my balls have gotten bigger. It's weird, but even my wife was like "damn your balls are big!" Anyone else have this happen?
Yesterday evening, I got in the shower and after a minute or two my wife joined me with that look in her eyes. I panicked at first, but ultimately surprised myself by getting a rock hard stiffy and we did the deed. It's the first natural erection (no viagra) that was a real, 100% hard on (not semi) I've had with her in more than a year. I felt like the fucking king of the world after that! I'm really hoping this is a good sign and will continue.
I appreciate everyone in this community, please feel free to comment. Thanks for reading.
I've noticed a progression in my recovery. I believe my brain is healing from the terrible damage I've done to it, and my body is responding to that. I'm getting regular night time erections, sometimes so hard it wakes me up when I turn over, but no morning ones to speak of. I'm hoping that returns soon, too.
I saw somewhere, possibly on this site, that older guys like me who had a sex life before they started using porn in an unhealthy way sometimes recover quicker than younger guys who binged on porn even before they were having real sex. Anyone experiencing anything like that?
I've also noticed that with a drastic reduction in the number of ejaculations I'm having (from 1-2 per day to 1 a week at most, and those are almost all from sex with my wife) my balls have gotten bigger. It's weird, but even my wife was like "damn your balls are big!" Anyone else have this happen?
Yesterday evening, I got in the shower and after a minute or two my wife joined me with that look in her eyes. I panicked at first, but ultimately surprised myself by getting a rock hard stiffy and we did the deed. It's the first natural erection (no viagra) that was a real, 100% hard on (not semi) I've had with her in more than a year. I felt like the fucking king of the world after that! I'm really hoping this is a good sign and will continue.
I appreciate everyone in this community, please feel free to comment. Thanks for reading.