Anti-porn FR
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I just achieved my record of days without PMO yesterday. 13 days exactly. Relapse is one of the most terrible things in the sense that I find myself lost when it happens to me. I masturbated 3 times on the day of the relapse and 3 times today ... Horrible feeling and what a bad night was yesterday!
To briefly tell my story, I am French, I am 17 years old and I have been PA since the age of 12-13 years. I really got involved in my fight against PMO a little before I turned 16. Today and during these last 13 days without PMO before the relapse, I had a motivation which accompanied me. I plan to get married in 2 to 4 months with a woman already chosen and who chose me. So, getting rid of PMO becomes an absolute necessity to be able to live a fulfilling relationship with my beloved as well on the sexual level as on the emotional level.
After having denied, at the beginning, the need to begin a journal, I resolved to create one to be able to be assisted in my struggle. The motivation for rebooting is present, the rewiring will be done because I plan to meet her soon for a nice little outing. My decision to start a reboot is made. My partner is just missing.
To briefly tell my story, I am French, I am 17 years old and I have been PA since the age of 12-13 years. I really got involved in my fight against PMO a little before I turned 16. Today and during these last 13 days without PMO before the relapse, I had a motivation which accompanied me. I plan to get married in 2 to 4 months with a woman already chosen and who chose me. So, getting rid of PMO becomes an absolute necessity to be able to live a fulfilling relationship with my beloved as well on the sexual level as on the emotional level.
After having denied, at the beginning, the need to begin a journal, I resolved to create one to be able to be assisted in my struggle. The motivation for rebooting is present, the rewiring will be done because I plan to meet her soon for a nice little outing. My decision to start a reboot is made. My partner is just missing.