Chris Oz said:Avi, I don't think this is the best method. I've done worse, even telling God to take my life the next time....im just glad he didn't.
But anyways, I'd help out...I hold you accountable.
But honestly I suggest you change the system to something that doesn't drain you financially. You can do that whenever you want and you can decide on stopping it all together too.
Appreciate the support and concern, Chris. The goal is not to drain myself financially but to use cognitive tools to have controlled risk.
Day 16
Things have been going well thus far. I have experienced a change in my mental paradigms. Over the past week, I have increasingly becoming repulsed and disgusted to the idea of porn or even PM combined. I believe that I am moving forward in the right direction and I will continue to be re-enforce because I believe that this is an appropriate mindset while connecting with real people. Until next time, hope everyone is staying strong! Cheers!