ntg2978
Active Member
Wow, I have been gone from this website for about 5 years now. A lot has happened in my life in the last 5 yrs, and I'm not going to try to catch everyone up on it, because this would be too long of a post.
To summarize a little bit though, for a long time, I was doing really good with not PMO'ing. I actually even forgot about this forum site for years.
Then, my ex-wife took me for child support, and I had hardly any money, so I started staying in more, instead of going out and being social...this led to more P use again, and the cycle started again.
Then I got 50% custody of my daughter, and the child support ceased, but my living situation was such that I really couldn't date (shared living quarters), and so I rationalized that P would be the next best thing.
So, now I feel almost like I'm starting back at square one here. I know for a fact I want to get rid of P again, and remembered that it helped to post on here and help others out, so that I could forget about my own pain in the process, and focus on helping others and getting support myself as well.
So, I'm back, and I just looked at P last night, and decided that is the last time....again....so, I reset my counter, and this will be my new journey.
If anyone is still here that I knew before, please say hello. Otherwise, I'm looking forward to meeting everyone else in the forums.
To summarize a little bit though, for a long time, I was doing really good with not PMO'ing. I actually even forgot about this forum site for years.
Then, my ex-wife took me for child support, and I had hardly any money, so I started staying in more, instead of going out and being social...this led to more P use again, and the cycle started again.
Then I got 50% custody of my daughter, and the child support ceased, but my living situation was such that I really couldn't date (shared living quarters), and so I rationalized that P would be the next best thing.
So, now I feel almost like I'm starting back at square one here. I know for a fact I want to get rid of P again, and remembered that it helped to post on here and help others out, so that I could forget about my own pain in the process, and focus on helping others and getting support myself as well.
So, I'm back, and I just looked at P last night, and decided that is the last time....again....so, I reset my counter, and this will be my new journey.
If anyone is still here that I knew before, please say hello. Otherwise, I'm looking forward to meeting everyone else in the forums.