This is my first time on this forum and my first time finally sitting down and trying to understand why I am addicted to pornography. This is my 2nd day without looking at porn. Temptations are high, also trying to figure out what my triggers are and trying to avoid them. Moving forward I would like to not avoid the triggers but learn why they are my triggers and cope with them and not run or hide from them. I have used porn since I was 12 years old. For the past maybe 10 years I have been masturbating multiple times a day. Cam girls have been the majority of the problem for those 10 years as well. I am constantly going farther and farther down the rabbit hole looking at more extreme porn and fetishes. As of now I don’t not suffer from any ED. But I fear that my constant need of a release has taken over my life. I am always bugging my partner to have sex even though I had already masturbated multiple time that day. My partner has a very low sexual drive I believe but also my relentless nagging to have sex also put a large damper on her wanting to have sex with me. As this is my first time writing in any forum not sure what else to write. But I will continue to write as I has seemed to work for a lot of people. Thanks for reading