Yugal , with all due respect I fell thats another lame excuse.Day 0.
I relapsed on purpose. I was unwell and badly needed to have a good night's sleep. And I PMO'ed on purpose even when I had little desire so I could fall asleep immediately after but that didn't quite happen as it often usually does. I didn't sleep quite well and was up early in the morning so I PMO'ed again and then I did fell asleep for a good few hours. It is one sad thing to be using PMO as a medication but I did.
I also did it on purpose to normalise relapsing and restarting.
So here I am. Resetting.
Still under the weather but don't think I'm gonna feel any urge to PMO for a while.
This just shows how strong an addiction can be ,
remember porn has thousands of ways to trap you into its web .
Dont let it fool you .