TheSpaniard
Member
Hi all,
Well, here I am again. I had this account since last year but I wasn't very active.
First of all, I'm here because today I'm not feeling well with myself. I mean, I have a girlfriend and our relationship is GREAT. I feel so well with her and we can do sex almost whenever we want. However, something is not OK for me. Today, as I was alone in my home, I was suffering from urges and after flirting with some adult content in YouTube and Spotify (not porn web pages) I masturbated and ejaculated ... with my penis flaccid. It felt so wrong. And I hate the feeling of constantly struggling. I may have several weeks or months in a row without this struggling feeling, but from time to time it shows up and I feel abducted by it. So, this is why I decided to go back here and share my thoughts and learnings through this new process that I will do my way.
I will tell you more about my story promptly, but right now is midnight in Spain and tomorrow morning I have to wake up early.
BTW, as you can guess by my nickname english is not my first language. I think my level of english is good enough, at least when it comes to writting hahaha But sorry in advance if I make any mistake.
Keep you posted. Thanks.
Well, here I am again. I had this account since last year but I wasn't very active.
First of all, I'm here because today I'm not feeling well with myself. I mean, I have a girlfriend and our relationship is GREAT. I feel so well with her and we can do sex almost whenever we want. However, something is not OK for me. Today, as I was alone in my home, I was suffering from urges and after flirting with some adult content in YouTube and Spotify (not porn web pages) I masturbated and ejaculated ... with my penis flaccid. It felt so wrong. And I hate the feeling of constantly struggling. I may have several weeks or months in a row without this struggling feeling, but from time to time it shows up and I feel abducted by it. So, this is why I decided to go back here and share my thoughts and learnings through this new process that I will do my way.
I will tell you more about my story promptly, but right now is midnight in Spain and tomorrow morning I have to wake up early.
BTW, as you can guess by my nickname english is not my first language. I think my level of english is good enough, at least when it comes to writting hahaha But sorry in advance if I make any mistake.
Keep you posted. Thanks.
Days without adult content = 0 |
Report = August 22, 2021 |
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