An Indian Male's Reboot Journal

Ani7

Ani7

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DAY 6

It was a hectic Day. Actually I am travelling...Today, the urges were not strong but twice I felt the urges as I was looking intently towards a policewomen and a lady, but the earlier lust was not there..but yes I was feleing a slight bulge. There was a lady with her daughter and I was sitting above them on the train coach..She was quite beautiful and I cant control myself looking at her. It felt very wrong..Didn't fap though.

Overall, it was a good day. My will power is gradually developing.
 
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Fappy

Fappy

Respected Member
Great job! Do another week and youll feel even better! Youre getting stronger keep it up.
 
Ani7

Ani7

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DAY 7

Yes..I have completed a week without fapping. I am feeling really happy and confident. Today I thank my body for listening to me and helping me complete the first week of my nofap journey.

I have also done a little running today.

Thank you @Fappy @Gabe Deem @Phineas 808 for you constant support, motivation and suggestions. I am truly thankful to you guys for gifting me a life I deserve .🙏☺
 

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Prakash

Prakash

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Ani7 said:
Hello Reboot Nation, I am an 25 years old indian male. I am watching porn since 16 years of age. At the outset, it was basically soft porn and erotic literature, Erotic Hindi comics, magazines etc. Then I used to go to the internet shops where they used to give you 1 gb of porn for 20-30 rupees and so on. But the things get real serious with the advent of jio's free internet data plans. Now there was unlimited access for me to watch whatever I want and thats how I fall into the trap of porn addiction.

I used to be a deeply religious boy and earlier I used to feel guilty for masturbation but gradually I lost all shame and then there was a time when I used to think its good for my health.

In India, we have a concept of Brahmacharya (celibacy ) which every student should follow. I used to follow it, but never more than a couple of weeks. My highest was over 1 month in 2021.

But from yesterday I have started taking it seriously and thats how my nofap challenege begins.
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Koi sexual problem hai to chalenge lo bhai nhi to enjoy kro apni life... Ladki patao.... Chodo unko buri rarah se unko chudai chaiye bus
 
Ani7

Ani7

Member
DAY 10

My metabolism has improved.I am having sound sleep and really good energy throughout the day. The urges are still there but in a much lower intensity.
 
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canguro

Active Member
Hey man, just read through your journal. Keep going! You said you quit social media, I did the same and it was really helping me.
Are you able to use the time you gained in a beneficial way?
 
Ani7

Ani7

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canguro said:
Hey man, just read through your journal. Keep going! You said you quit social media, I did the same and it was really helping me.
Are you able to use the time you gained in a beneficial way?
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Yes bro...I am investing that time in listening to audiobooks, meditation and exercise. I found out that surfing through social media has made several changes on my body. I was more anxious, short tempered, short attention span etc. Since i have left social media, the urges have automatically lowered down. My sleep quality has improved, bowel movements have improved. Now I am much more calmer than earlier.
 
Ani7

Ani7

Member
DAY 11

Going as usual. Didn't fap till now. But strong urges are coming...My capacity to control the urges has increased significantly.
 
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AJM

Active Member
Hey Anil ,
Went through your journal and I so much relate to your struggle.
I too am from India and understand how porn addiction is exponentially rising in our conservative society and freely available internet.
First month will test your patience all the best.
More power to you Brother.
 
Ani7

Ani7

Member
DAY 12

Today while I was surfing through internet, I came across some sensuous pictures and can't control my urge. But for a guy who used to fap twice even thrice a day, doing it after 11 days is a big achievement. I am happy that I have controlled my urges for 11 days. I am not going to weaken anymore...I will definitely conplete a month...Lets hope for the best.
 
Ani7

Ani7

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Day 30th

Today I gave myself treat of a new book and also meet the author and get it signed.😁😁😁

One Month Complete... Relapsed only 3 times without porn
 
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