I turned 26 in October, 2021
- Discovered P and M at age 11. First time ever was to a bra catalog I found in the mail
- Internet P use started at age 12
- High-speed P from age 14
- Noticeably addicted by 15/16
- PIED at 17, to real women and P
- Currently 1 month from turning 26. Live with my girlfriend. Still have PIED, but I can have sex ~70-100% EQ 1-3x per week. It fades VERY quickly when not stimulated. MW is usually 40-70%, fades the second I get out of bed.
Symptoms: Brain fog, PIED, PE (on bad days I almost instantly O with PIV), very poor focus/concentration, memory issues, visual snow, visual afterburn, tinnitus, lack of motivation, always very tired even after 9 hours of sleep (with good sleep hygiene), general lack of aggressive/assertive nature I possessed when young, I often receive comments on my eyes looking fried (I don't drink or do drugs), low energy, low general libido (just pockets of this weird techno-sexual, extreme lust). The brain fog makes me feel VERY unintelligent, this makes university FAR more challenging than it could be.
Symptoms get strange if I PMO. Almost always on days I PMO I have this very strange experience of finding it impossible to sleep. I will have weird recurring P flashbacks for literally 3-5 hours before falling asleep, when I haven't PMO'd for a few days I reliably fall asleep within 15 minutes.
All of these symptoms get worse if I O (irrespective of how), so I'm going to listen to my body and avoid O.
I detail my symptoms not for sympathy, but to serve as a record to look back upon in the coming months.
Goals:
- No P FOREVER
- No M FOREVER
- As many no O streaks as I can
- Discovered P and M at age 11. First time ever was to a bra catalog I found in the mail
- Internet P use started at age 12
- High-speed P from age 14
- Noticeably addicted by 15/16
- PIED at 17, to real women and P
- Currently 1 month from turning 26. Live with my girlfriend. Still have PIED, but I can have sex ~70-100% EQ 1-3x per week. It fades VERY quickly when not stimulated. MW is usually 40-70%, fades the second I get out of bed.
Symptoms: Brain fog, PIED, PE (on bad days I almost instantly O with PIV), very poor focus/concentration, memory issues, visual snow, visual afterburn, tinnitus, lack of motivation, always very tired even after 9 hours of sleep (with good sleep hygiene), general lack of aggressive/assertive nature I possessed when young, I often receive comments on my eyes looking fried (I don't drink or do drugs), low energy, low general libido (just pockets of this weird techno-sexual, extreme lust). The brain fog makes me feel VERY unintelligent, this makes university FAR more challenging than it could be.
Symptoms get strange if I PMO. Almost always on days I PMO I have this very strange experience of finding it impossible to sleep. I will have weird recurring P flashbacks for literally 3-5 hours before falling asleep, when I haven't PMO'd for a few days I reliably fall asleep within 15 minutes.
All of these symptoms get worse if I O (irrespective of how), so I'm going to listen to my body and avoid O.
I detail my symptoms not for sympathy, but to serve as a record to look back upon in the coming months.
Goals:
- No P FOREVER
- No M FOREVER
- As many no O streaks as I can