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I’m so sick of this. My husband has been making awesome gradual progress giving me a glimmer of hope that things could change after years of struggle. I found out he’s been lying to me for several days about using. I feel like an idiot cause I trusted him. I said to him how I could tell the difference when we had sex, that we felt more connected lately, but I was wrong- he’s just good at lying. The dishonesty is what hurts the most. If he would have just told me he was struggling I would have understood. He doesn’t need to put on a facade that things are ok I already know they aren’t. I respect him so much more when he’s honest even if he uses. I hate being married to a perpetual liar. Who am I supposed to trust in this world if not the person closest to me? It puts so much else into question. How he can look me straight in the eyes with this look of love and lie to my face? I’m heart broken.
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